SUCKS!
yea... So today KoRn officaly lost Hed the guitarist... why because he became a christian and wasnt "feeling" the music... as much as id like to say FUCK YOU MAN gotta keep it real.. hes doing what he feels is right if he ever wishes to go back im sure jon, Dave, Munky, and Fieldy will accept him back... he is just following his calling as we all are... i follow mine u follow urs, and ill meet you at the end... cause we all end up in the same place... 6 feet under... ok thats it for depressing shit great tribute to KoRn with Hed they were awesome and will forever live int he hearts of KoRn fans across the world MOSTLY UK BECAUSE OF THE FREE SHOW AT CGBG"S!!!! fuckers... anyways yes... also in news today i find out Molly and James are in a fling! woot woo for them!! congratz... other news C.J might have a lover -__O haha go DREW.. umm weather = might snow personal note= i feel fucking nothing!!! ive been becoming very distant with people i am usually very close to... sadly enough those i TRY to sstay close to are pushing me away which just makes my situation worse... if i want to stay different fropm certain people and i try to stay close with certain people and all they do is push me away... where am i getting? NOWHERE FUCKING NOWHERE but thats ok... I've got Chris, I've got Jen, and ive got my fucking Mic any motha'fucker wanna step to me while i got my shit in hand better be ready to BRING IT, one aspect of my life i will forever be proud and fucking ready for, nothign will stop me from getting where i want to go, and my band is my support and i am the support of the band its a circle in which we depend on each other in which we have a connection.. think about it the same people almost every day chilling with them CREATING something new, something fresh starting from nothing until you all have bonded and become something made so many creations with only each other one goal 5 people with the same love in their hearts theyre music and thats one thing NOONE can take away from me except god himself if he wishes to take my hearing, which i pray never happens... and so i continue on my climb, on my journey with my friends my daresay "family" the only people i REALLY have the only people that help me hold on to the little ive got left in this world that has fucked me along with millions of others over fucking stealing every little bit of shit ive had well all ive got to say is ive got nothing to hold me down ive got nothing to stop me from being whatever the fuck iu wanna be unlike you ungratefull fucks who ruin your fucking future when you have SOOO MUCH im trying to make something of myself im gonna fuck finish school and obtain my dream!!! SO FUCK YOU