Fuck your powertrip!
Well guys... everything has finally settled down and I guess you guys deserve an explanation of my weird antics the last few days... It all started when I took an acid-based tab of exstacy... Whoa. Some suff started to happen when I was on it... like, stuff between a friend of mine and me. Good stuff at the time... when it was all over though... we realized that what had happend, and what could happen, was actually a bad thing. Even though it was what I had wanted for so long, I gave it up so that she could be happy, and I wouldn't fuck things up. If I had persued my chance to get what I had always wanted, I would of fucked up her life. I'm not like that... I'm not going to explain to you guys about what all this means.. I just wanted you to know why I'm not around.. and why when I am around, I don't talk.. or act like my usual self.. I've got a lot on my mind.. Shit's fuckin with my head. *Sighs* I don't think I'll ever have it... but maybe, just maybe I will.. one day. I'm done with this for now.. I need some time, some time to not be Glynn, and to find out if this person I am is really what I want to be. I'm going to stop everything and bring my life to a hault... Then I'm going to start all over.
I held a gun to my head this morning.
But as always I couldn't pull the trigger.
I wondered how they would feel if I was dead.
Not much better than they do now I suppose...
Lust brings pleasure.
Love brings pain.
Subliminally we love to hurt.
But happiness does not have anything to do with either.
And I've realized that...
I can be happy without you...
I just don't want to.
You took the best of me when you said you didn't love me anymore.
I'll never be right in my head till you're mine again...
I'll never be myself till you say it again...
Nothing will ever be the same...
Say you love me.
This post was not directed towards any one person... It was not written to make anyone feel guilty.. or bad, or feel sorry for me. I don't want your pity, I want your understanding. I want you to know why I feel like I do...
And babe... you know who you are. This post wasn't directed towards you... you already know this... it was for the people who wondered why I don't say hi when I walk by them.. and why I hang my head lower than usual... I'm sorry about what happend... you were right, it probably shouldn't have. But I'm going to go now, and I don't know when I'll be back. If I'll ever be back... I'm done with this for a while...
-With much Hatred, and underlying Love... - Glynn "Vicious" Frye
Nothing will ever be the same.
I held a gun to my head this morning.
But as always I couldn't pull the trigger.
I wondered how they would feel if I was dead.
Not much better than they do now I suppose...
Lust brings pleasure.
Love brings pain.
Subliminally we love to hurt.
But happiness does not have anything to do with either.
And I've realized that...
I can be happy without you...
I just don't want to.
You took the best of me when you said you didn't love me anymore.
I'll never be right in my head till you're mine again...
I'll never be myself till you say it again...
Nothing will ever be the same...
Say you love me.
This post was not directed towards any one person... It was not written to make anyone feel guilty.. or bad, or feel sorry for me. I don't want your pity, I want your understanding. I want you to know why I feel like I do...
And babe... you know who you are. This post wasn't directed towards you... you already know this... it was for the people who wondered why I don't say hi when I walk by them.. and why I hang my head lower than usual... I'm sorry about what happend... you were right, it probably shouldn't have. But I'm going to go now, and I don't know when I'll be back. If I'll ever be back... I'm done with this for a while...
-With much Hatred, and underlying Love... - Glynn "Vicious" Frye
Nothing will ever be the same.