Jun 22, 2004 21:12
FUCK YOU!
Yea, that goes out to all of you. Hrrm, today was good I guess, well, it was ok. I cuddled with Kristina a lot and kissed a lot and stuff of that nature, yea it's great, I love it, and I love her... Yea, ok, I guess I'm doing ok. I need some weed though, or some nicotine. My parents stole my cigerettes!! I want those back!! Mmmm Marlborro Mediums.. Damnit where did they go... Fuckin fuck fuck peice of fuckin shit. Wow, am I ever really happy? Nooooo... I mean, of course I'm 'happy', but I'm not really happy. Sex doesn't even make me happy, neither does weed, Well no, it does, but it's only temporary. A temporary fix, which looking back on my stupid life is what I've lived on. Temporary fixes. If I have sex with Kristina or get head or something, then I'm happy for the rest of the day. Or if I get stoned or drunk then I'm happy for the rest of the day. But then the next day rolls around and I see again how shitty life is. Fuck it, this shit is pissing me off. I want to go somewhere, I want to get away, I want to go somewhere where no one can find me and be alone... well, Kristina can come too. Because I love her. So yea... this shit sucks.
- With much Hate, Glynn