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[insanitycalling]

today today.
today is full of crap.

today

i spoke to a stranger on the phone who sounded like they genuinely cared.

i fasted for those celebrating ramadan. and to remind ourselves of/raise money for those who have to go hungry almost every day.

i took one step back and one step forward. the backwards has more effect it feels. but the forwards is more important.

i procrastinate(d). it really is a talent you know.

my back really hurts.

i had to sit at a table with mary. hail mary full of boring.
shut up shut up no one cares about how smart you were in elementary school. you are plain and boring with nothing significant. you have a boring face with boring features and boring hair and bangs and a boring personality and a boring voice and boring stories. i hate you i hate you you make me want to drown.

ok why am i really not working on my essay?! blahhhhhh.

blahhhhhhhhhh.

i like meeting new people but it is soooo scaryyyyyy. i am not very good at interacting with people i always feel inadequate and retarded.

be my little gent?