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[insanityangel]

It's so hard sometimes
To pretend im alright
It gets so painful
To believe it's all fine
What happens when your dad dies?
And you're only 18
Don't forget
You left the house crying
Promised you wouldn't come back

And where was those shattered dreams you had?
Still in high school and scrapping for a place to live
Pride gets to you
It's the cats curiousity of man
You won't ask for help
you don't need any help
But you spent last night sleeping in a gutter

You're so intelligent
So people tell you
Then why are you confused?
Living makes you confused.
Forced to fight for yourself
If you're so intelligent
Then why are you struggling?
Why the academy?
Why the bad choices?
Why the cold, ignorant face?
Why?
Why?
Why?

You know you need her
And you push her aside
You know you love her
And you treat her like shit
You know you can trust her
And you keep silent

So why?
If you are so fucking intelligent
Why are you alone?