tell your secrets to me; press me to your lips and I'll suck the poison out
so I just finished my second day at rita's, and I'm thinking this job's gonna be pretty cool. had a lot of fun today working with mr. joel weszka and some folks who I've just met and who are fun. I think I'm getting good at this pretty quickly. and I like being friendly to people in the I'm-going-to-give-you-ice-cream-now context a lot more than in the I'm-going-to-sell-you-nasty-overpriced-silver-and-engrave-it-and-likely-screw-up-or-get-yelled-at context. furthermore, we made pretty good tips. and that very much beats things remembered. in the category of things made, also: I made an ass of myself by almost falling on the freshly mopped floor.
point being, overall: thumbs up.
as for the other things in my life...guess it's just neuroticism stretching on as far as the eye can see. I'm really trying, but not so much succeeding at changing. I find myself at an impasse I've visited before, and I don't like that; if I only thought I'd changed then, I have no reason to suspect I'm going to grow up now.
however! I shall be starting my internship next week, and let us hope that with new responsibility comes a new sense of purpose, and perhaps a reminder of how to put whether or not I break into teeny pieces into my own hands and no one else's. not that my hands are so safe.
point being, overall: thumbs up.
as for the other things in my life...guess it's just neuroticism stretching on as far as the eye can see. I'm really trying, but not so much succeeding at changing. I find myself at an impasse I've visited before, and I don't like that; if I only thought I'd changed then, I have no reason to suspect I'm going to grow up now.
however! I shall be starting my internship next week, and let us hope that with new responsibility comes a new sense of purpose, and perhaps a reminder of how to put whether or not I break into teeny pieces into my own hands and no one else's. not that my hands are so safe.