May 13, 2004 21:35
fuck off..maybe i'll just get used to getting ditched and avoided..thanks for being there though..ya know..as soon as i start trying and what not..when i need all of your support and shit more than ever..when you all know that when you dont hang out with me..the only people left for me to hang out with are losers and stoners..but ya know..thats not hard for me or anything..im just gonna start sleeping all the time or something..just dont you all start calling me all the time once i get my place..that will really piss me off..but i'll be there with open arms waiting to be taken advantage of..i quit smoking..and my phone stops ringing..maybe people liked me cuz i had weed??..im slowly watching certain friends turn into bigger stoners..im glad im changing and i dont need any of you..i miss matt..he was never a bitch