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my current fav song
iz overdramatic sound effects by the used
this iz how it goes
KILL!!!!!!!
SMILE!!!!!!!!!!!!
CUT IT OUT FER ME THIS TIME
SMILE
I HAVENT SEEN HIM SMILE IN A LIL WHILE
KILLLLL
SMILLLLLLLEEE
CUT IT OUT NOW CUT IT CUT IT OUT
SMILE
EVERYTHIN WILL SOMEHOW BE ALRIGHT
the whole song iz them screamin really loud and scary soundin
itz juss AWESUM!!!!
i got the expected sudden urge 2day 2 juss cut n cut n cut n cut
especially since itz been awhile since i have
but somehow i didnt...i still dont understand how
cuz i've neva really been able 2 pass it up before
maybe cuz juss awhile ago i took a good look at my leg
and realized how many scarz i have...and u can tell they were all REALLY deep
and i wuz juss kinda thinkin "ooohhh dis iz fucken grrrreeeeaaat now it'll b obvios 2 every1 on my swim team wat i do to myself" plus i wouldnt count on seeing me wearing shortz w/o tube sox all summer...possibly next too even if i dont add 2 it i dunno...then dad asked me 2 take a walk w/ him...which wuza HUGE surprise cuz most dayz he duznt even seemta notice i m there...but i sorta had fun w/ dat.
then i got home n brian called me
which alwayz seemta make me feel betta
hez sick so dat sux
but still...i guess i m ok now
still REALLY wanna c the blood...n watch it fill and run down
n feel the pain...n
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
make it stop!!
y iz sumthin dis horrible addicting???????
ugh
iz overdramatic sound effects by the used
this iz how it goes
KILL!!!!!!!
SMILE!!!!!!!!!!!!
CUT IT OUT FER ME THIS TIME
SMILE
I HAVENT SEEN HIM SMILE IN A LIL WHILE
KILLLLL
SMILLLLLLLEEE
CUT IT OUT NOW CUT IT CUT IT OUT
SMILE
EVERYTHIN WILL SOMEHOW BE ALRIGHT
the whole song iz them screamin really loud and scary soundin
itz juss AWESUM!!!!
i got the expected sudden urge 2day 2 juss cut n cut n cut n cut
especially since itz been awhile since i have
but somehow i didnt...i still dont understand how
cuz i've neva really been able 2 pass it up before
maybe cuz juss awhile ago i took a good look at my leg
and realized how many scarz i have...and u can tell they were all REALLY deep
and i wuz juss kinda thinkin "ooohhh dis iz fucken grrrreeeeaaat now it'll b obvios 2 every1 on my swim team wat i do to myself" plus i wouldnt count on seeing me wearing shortz w/o tube sox all summer...possibly next too even if i dont add 2 it i dunno...then dad asked me 2 take a walk w/ him...which wuza HUGE surprise cuz most dayz he duznt even seemta notice i m there...but i sorta had fun w/ dat.
then i got home n brian called me
which alwayz seemta make me feel betta
hez sick so dat sux
but still...i guess i m ok now
still REALLY wanna c the blood...n watch it fill and run down
n feel the pain...n
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
make it stop!!
y iz sumthin dis horrible addicting???????
ugh