Back From The Dead...But Don't Expect It All The Time....
I have a question....If someone asks you "so what do you feel like doin?" and you reply "killin someone" what would your reply be? don't ask why i'm asking this, cuz i won't tell you, so deal with it. Now, i'm sure you all noticed that i have not been writing in this lately, and you're right, i haven't. I have plenty of free time to do so, and i have much to write...but i choose not to as for the reason that livejournal is starting to become a thing of the past, and if it's one thing i was told...it's to not dwell on the past. I'm sure most of you don't even consider me a friend on this thing anymore...and quite honestly, i don't give a sh*t, i really don't. So if you want to take me off of your friend's list, then go right ahead, because even though i haven't been writing in this lately, there is only one person who has been talking to me still on here, but not on here, and she knows who she is, but as for the rest of you, not one has asked where have i been, or what have i been up to...so like i said before, if you wish to take me off of your list, please do so, becuase i'll just be a waste of space on there. I might continue to keep my journal, i might continue to write in it, i might search for new friends on it, or i might not...who knows? But all i know is right now, as my journal stands....the people that are on my friend's list, aren't friends....becuase friend's usually like to know where there friends are at, and how they're doing. Now you're probably sitting there thinking "well he never asks me how i'm doing" and i don't blame you for asking that, but if you ever paid attention to me in the past, you'd know that it is difficult to communicate to people on here when you don't have a computer of your own. If i had more oppurtunities to go online...then i would probably chat more, and communicate more. Now as far as the people who sit there...and continuously post stupid little quizes or poems and whatnot, i can't put up with it anymore, cuz when i sit there and decide to read this thing...i want to read about people, and they're doing, and what they're dealing with...not some stupid poem that's 2 pages long, or some quiz about what dead celebrity would marry you, or some other stupid sh*t.
All in all, my journal is looking bland, deserted, and untouched. I'm just trying to make a change to it, by weeding out the people who don't belong on it anymore, from the people who i don't want on it anymore...and from what i see, the only person that i would still like to keep on this journal, is shell88015. as for the people i met on here, i understand that your lives don't revolve around the internet, or maybe they do, i don't nkow...but i haven't heard from anyone of yous in as long as i've wrote in this, so take me off your friend's list if you don't wish to continue communicating to me, becuase i am not here to make your friend's list look bigger. As for the people i know outside of the journal, the people i actually use to hang out with...I do not wish to speak to any of you anymore, if you see me walking down the street...i would like you to just walk by, right by as if we've never met, because as far as i'm concerned....we never have. I don't want to be friends with people who sit there, and wait for their friends to get in touch with them, thinking their the center of attention and whatnot. I don't want to be friends with people who care more about searching for relationships than maintaining already made friendships. I don't want to be friends with overdramatics who think that the world is out to get them, and nothing will ever go their way. Oh, and Jim...just because you see my sister on the bus, and by giving her your new cell number, telling her to tell me to give me a call...doesn't mean that i'm going to call you, i mean...i haven't heard from you since the beginning og december, and all of a sudden, my sis sees you and that means i should jump up and call you? If you think that, then you might as well have never met me, because as far as i'm concerned, over the past couple years...you really haven't been much of what i'd like to call a "friend", or especially a "best friend" at that. I can't be friends with someone who doesn't trust me, and someone who thinks looking for "guys" is more important than hanging out with your friends. You're probably sitting there right now thinking about how lonely you are, and how miserable your love life is...and there is nothing wrong with wanting to have someone, and you know that i know that. But seriously...that doesn't mean you have to drop everything just to look for that special someone. And for as long as i've know you...you have never once, nor has anyone else, stopped by my house, or called me just to say hi, or see what's up, it was only on rare occasions you would stop by to see if i wanted to go do something. Now how many times have i stopped by your house to see what's up, or just to hang out and do absolutely nothing? That's what being friends is all about, it's about knwoing that people are there for you anytime of the day...not just frday and saturday nights, or even special occasions.
I really feel that we have no friendship anymore, and you'd think that i would be more upset about it, and honestly...so did i, but i don't. I don't feel that we should be friends anymore, or with anyone else in our former group. So feel free to delete me of your life and anything else you can think of...because if it's one thing i've learned...everything one day, will come to an end, and this is our day. So to all of you...have a nice life.
All in all, my journal is looking bland, deserted, and untouched. I'm just trying to make a change to it, by weeding out the people who don't belong on it anymore, from the people who i don't want on it anymore...and from what i see, the only person that i would still like to keep on this journal, is shell88015. as for the people i met on here, i understand that your lives don't revolve around the internet, or maybe they do, i don't nkow...but i haven't heard from anyone of yous in as long as i've wrote in this, so take me off your friend's list if you don't wish to continue communicating to me, becuase i am not here to make your friend's list look bigger. As for the people i know outside of the journal, the people i actually use to hang out with...I do not wish to speak to any of you anymore, if you see me walking down the street...i would like you to just walk by, right by as if we've never met, because as far as i'm concerned....we never have. I don't want to be friends with people who sit there, and wait for their friends to get in touch with them, thinking their the center of attention and whatnot. I don't want to be friends with people who care more about searching for relationships than maintaining already made friendships. I don't want to be friends with overdramatics who think that the world is out to get them, and nothing will ever go their way. Oh, and Jim...just because you see my sister on the bus, and by giving her your new cell number, telling her to tell me to give me a call...doesn't mean that i'm going to call you, i mean...i haven't heard from you since the beginning og december, and all of a sudden, my sis sees you and that means i should jump up and call you? If you think that, then you might as well have never met me, because as far as i'm concerned, over the past couple years...you really haven't been much of what i'd like to call a "friend", or especially a "best friend" at that. I can't be friends with someone who doesn't trust me, and someone who thinks looking for "guys" is more important than hanging out with your friends. You're probably sitting there right now thinking about how lonely you are, and how miserable your love life is...and there is nothing wrong with wanting to have someone, and you know that i know that. But seriously...that doesn't mean you have to drop everything just to look for that special someone. And for as long as i've know you...you have never once, nor has anyone else, stopped by my house, or called me just to say hi, or see what's up, it was only on rare occasions you would stop by to see if i wanted to go do something. Now how many times have i stopped by your house to see what's up, or just to hang out and do absolutely nothing? That's what being friends is all about, it's about knwoing that people are there for you anytime of the day...not just frday and saturday nights, or even special occasions.
I really feel that we have no friendship anymore, and you'd think that i would be more upset about it, and honestly...so did i, but i don't. I don't feel that we should be friends anymore, or with anyone else in our former group. So feel free to delete me of your life and anything else you can think of...because if it's one thing i've learned...everything one day, will come to an end, and this is our day. So to all of you...have a nice life.