Sep 21, 2005 14:16
hey everyone.. here's another occasional update for you... i really wish i had more time for this thing like i used to but a full schedule of school (5 classes, mostly jammed into 2 days) and 30 hours of work a week hardly leaves me time to think.. let alone worry about livejournal... sad but it's true.
anyways, it saddens me that i haven't talked to most of you in a very long time.. so if you're out there and you're reading, can you please leave me a comment on how you are doing? because i am concerned and i do care, i just don't have time to read like a year of journals, becuase that's about how much i've missed :( well kinda..
anyways,
i am on my break at school, i actually got done all my reading for this afternoon.. there's still a lot for me to do pertaining to classes and i don't know if i can possibly get it all done..
i can't wait until after classes.
i have an interview at panera bread.. i may be leaving mighty taco after all.. depending on what they want to pay me of course and if they will even hire me for a management position. i just don't enjoy mighty taco anymore. i've been incredibly understaffed for months, and i take out on everyone around me... and it's not fair .. because i'm in a terrible mood at work, and then of course when i'm not at work i'm in a pretty crummy mood too. not to mention, but i'm in school, i don't want to work 30 hrs a week and yet because theres a lack of management that's all she can afford to cut my hours down to.. it's stressing me out. and greg worries that it'll have an effect on the baby in the long run.. which in turn worries me.. like i can worry about anything more... grr..
but it does upset me, because i worked so hard for a promotion and i get my 6 month eval at the end of the month and i do make somewhat decent money... for my line of work, yes i make good money. but is it worth what i take on and endure? all the crap i hear from corporate about how i do things wrong.. all i worry about at work is if i'm doing things right... and i dunno. gah.
enough about that..
tomorrow i have my second prenatal appointment. we are pretty excited about it. because i'm pretty sure this is when i get my sonogram done that deteremines what the sex of the baby is. if not i know my mom will probably do one anyways, and she'll be so determined to find out. greg is still convinced that we are having a boy. this week is the last week of my first trimester! yea! i got this e-mail today from american baby, it told me that i only have 27 more weeks until i have the baby.. it seems so soon when you say it that way. but then when i think about it in months, it seems longer. ahhh... i can't believe this is happening!
well on to organic chem.. fun wow yea.. i can't wait to go to a class i've already sat through before..
ohhhh and greg got his license today! which is wonderful because i was afraid he wouldn't pass his test! things are starting to look good.. :)