Apr 13, 2005 14:10
i don't want to be an asshole to anyone.
but let's face it, some people force me to ...
if i've called you like a million times and you haven't called me back, i think an edgy attitude from me is what you fucking deserve. what, like i'm going to be nice to you? obviously, after i've done some research to conclude that you have nothing big happening in your life that would stop you from calling me then i don't understand why you wouldn't call me back. it just doesn't make sense to me.
now that i've got that out..
it's nice to come visit at my dad's.. i walk in the door, chow down my quiznos (gotta loooooove quiznos), and crack open a mikes (it's like he keeps them here just for me...) mmmmmm... i also get to use his internet.. it's like i'm on fucking vacation or something haha.. well compared to my typical day, this is def. vacation.
so now i get to drive my little brother to tennis everyday after school because he's lazy and won't walk there himself. i don't really mind because then i get to still see him. i don't want to fall of the face of the earth to my family so it's really worth my time (and gas) to take him to tennis. plus my parents appreciate it because maybe, just maybe, my brother will actually start going out and get his ass off the couch. also, this means he has to keep his grades up or he will get kicked off.
btw, in case anyone is wondering, i believe i did well on my zoology exam, i'm hoping for a B. i also got a 60 on my organic chem exam which makes me so completely happy. i thought i bombed it and got like a 20 or something. but i am sooo sooo pleased with my 60. this means that i am only 106 points away from a C. this is out of 165 possible points left. so i think i can do. if i do, i'm moving on with my major, if not then i'm retaking organic chem II over again next semster with josie. either way, i win. hahah organic chemistry..
i was having doubts about my major -- whether it was for me or not.. but then i went through my old high school year books and they always had these two pages of questions about yourself. and i always filled them out. well i read the one from tenth grade and it said that my favorite tv shows were something to do with crim. so i'm glad, because now i know i'm heading in the right direction. and i've begun writing again. not anything to great or on a big scale or anything but i've actually felt the need to write which satisfies my first love.
so, i'd say i'm pretty happy right now. minus a few little details, and this headache i've obtained.. but eh, a mikes and a smoke and it will all be gone.. lovin' my day off..
till next time kids..