Feeling alone and forgotten.. what an all too common feeling
Have you ever gotten the feeling that you are being pushed aside by friends for other things? That's how I've felt recently. I haven't done anything with my friends in a hella long time. If you are going to complain that this is another "rant" entry, fuck off and stop reading. I don't care for your opinion.
So yeah... I am extremely bored and have just been told my friend won't be coming over tonight because she remembered she's doing something else. Mhmm. And I want one certain person to get online because I miss talking to him. I sent him an e-mail, but it's a matter if he's busy or not.
I still need a boyfriend.. but, for once, I don't want to date Boomer. I like him, don't get me wrong. He's just not.. oh.. "boyfriend material", I guess. And that is the only guy at my school that I like anymore. Everyone else is just "fun to look at". So no one at my school is going to be my boyfriend anytime soon. Or from Lynnwood, for that matter. I don't want to date any of them.. I realized that recently (like, today). The one guy I do want to date lives in Pullman and I rarely get to talk to him. He means so much to me, I care so much about him, and I've never met him. I love Brad. *sighs*
I'm off to be alone or something.
~Berlin~
or
~Potato~
So yeah... I am extremely bored and have just been told my friend won't be coming over tonight because she remembered she's doing something else. Mhmm. And I want one certain person to get online because I miss talking to him. I sent him an e-mail, but it's a matter if he's busy or not.
I still need a boyfriend.. but, for once, I don't want to date Boomer. I like him, don't get me wrong. He's just not.. oh.. "boyfriend material", I guess. And that is the only guy at my school that I like anymore. Everyone else is just "fun to look at". So no one at my school is going to be my boyfriend anytime soon. Or from Lynnwood, for that matter. I don't want to date any of them.. I realized that recently (like, today). The one guy I do want to date lives in Pullman and I rarely get to talk to him. He means so much to me, I care so much about him, and I've never met him. I love Brad. *sighs*
I'm off to be alone or something.
~Berlin~
or
~Potato~