7:35 A.M.
Well I'm 120lbs..Ma either Nanoslim worked or something weird is going on with that stupid scale..
Still on a fast..
I actually ate a sandwich because I have work today..
So I guess it's ruined..But either way I don't plan to eat often..Just if I feel exasperated or dying.
So..Moving back to my hometown in a few weeks..-sigh-
Husband will remain here..Not so sure he will..yeah..I hate men.........
hate hate..I'm trying to make myself cold and feel no emotion..But my chest hurts so much...
I just wish I had not fallen this hard of this is what he planned to do to me ..
Why marry me if you plan to cheat..-sigh- i don't think or know if he has yet but I know
He talks and flirts with other girls....And he said (Well I'm still going to talk to girls when I go out so w/e) I'm like Uhm..NO...
You're married..you made the choice to talk to me..deal with it or divorce me..I'd
rather move on and try to get over him than let him hurt me ..
Still on a fast..
I actually ate a sandwich because I have work today..
So I guess it's ruined..But either way I don't plan to eat often..Just if I feel exasperated or dying.
So..Moving back to my hometown in a few weeks..-sigh-
Husband will remain here..Not so sure he will..yeah..I hate men.........
hate hate..I'm trying to make myself cold and feel no emotion..But my chest hurts so much...
I just wish I had not fallen this hard of this is what he planned to do to me ..
Why marry me if you plan to cheat..-sigh- i don't think or know if he has yet but I know
He talks and flirts with other girls....And he said (Well I'm still going to talk to girls when I go out so w/e) I'm like Uhm..NO...
You're married..you made the choice to talk to me..deal with it or divorce me..I'd
rather move on and try to get over him than let him hurt me ..