Day Two with LJ.
This isn't really my second day, of course. I've been lurking on LJ for years, I think. But it's my second entry on my journal. So, hurray. Praise me! And guess what? I've brought a little celebration your way. 15 JROCK avatars. Aren't I amazing? Of course. But, anyway, these avatars contain two popular JROCK bands (whom I adore greatly). They are VIDOLL and PHANTASMAGORIA. But, please! Do not harm me because my graphical abilities aren't up to par. I use Photoshop 7.0. But, erm - I haven't actually used the darn program for anything graphical in eight months. So, quite frankly, my talent is zero at the moment. But with practice comes talent. Now, onto these graphical failures of the twenty first century.
Credit these avatars to my LJ account if anyone asks. Do not claim these as your own.
Can I rant a little bit about my life? I hope so. Because I am. I want a job. No, I need a job. I don't regret quiting my old job - because harrassment isn't fun to put up with. But now, the cash isn't rolling in - if you know what I mean. I seriously AM trying. And I feel like a fucking failure when I don't get any calls. People say it's difficult to get a job in the summer. Especially in the middle of the summer. I tend to agree. Ha ha. I just feel really bitter and angsty about it. But, never regretful for quiting my other job. Regret is an emotion that slows you down and makes you feel miserable. Instead, let's look forward to what the future has in store for us! Thats my job issue, at the moment.
I was surprised when, the other day, a friend from school contacted me. I knew she moved to the country and had no way of getting ahold of her. I mean, we weren't the best of friends like years ago - but when we did get together, it was nice. I'm glad all that stupid he-said, she-said bullshit is over and done with. Now I can focus on building my relationship back with her. As I was saying; she contacted my house. Got my cellphone number and house number. And phoned me that night (because I was out when she came around to my house earlier in the day). Now, we're hanging out this thursday. I'm pretty excited. I have plenty of fantastic friends; but none of them share my interest in Japanese music like this friend does. It's nice to be able to share such an important part of my life with someone, y'know? I'm going to this Japanese Pavillion with her. And I'm stoked for that.
Uhh, what else is happening in my life? I'm such a procrastinator. I want to finish writing this fantastic novel I have all planned out in my head, but... Have no motivation to do such a thing. I mean, when I get in THE MOOD to write - it's fantastic! But lately, I haven't been in any mood to write. Even writing this... It's hard. Its not writers block. I have all the ideas up in my wee-little brain. But, actually typing them out... It doesn't appeal to me right now. Its frustrating. Because I love writing, I do. If only I could become super duper dedicated to it, like I was years ago.
I think entry number two is long enough, yes? So I'll leave it at this. Again, enjoy the graphics I provided. I hope to get around to creating some more soon. I don't know if I'm ready to make wallpapers again or not, yet. I feel like such a noob at graphics. I guess I have no one to blame but myself for not continuing with Photoshop for months.
Sayounara.