Old Shit never goes away

[insanemetal187]

Why is it that all the things im trying to escape from back home follow me here. I hate this shit i just want to let go of this stuff and never have to look back at it. I don't want the same friends with different mask i want a new life, i want new friends and i want a new start. I'm sick of having to deal with the same shit different day. I just want this to end and not to be paraniod of my friends. Why can't i trust someone without having to get a background check on them. I want to trust everyone but how the fuck can i do that when im so worried about getting neglected all the fucking time. Fuck this shit.

On a lighter note i want a gf and im sick of being single.

In otherwords right now im just pretty upset with how everything is going.