Prayer for Clarity
Ok so i've gone out everyday for the last about...5 days for a walk or two praying to God. Basically this is what i've asked.
Why do i feel this way about someone i don't know?
Does she feel the same or is she trying to blow me off?
Have i scared her away?
Who's the guy?
Why am i so confused about what to do?
Why do i feel like im being held back?
Why am i scared of doing something i've done a million times?
I don't believe in love at first sight, so why have i changed my opinion?
Why do i feel like im chasing a gold ring i can't reach?
Why am i involved in this?
Why if i feel this way do i not have an opening to meet her?
Why am i not allowed to know her yet?
Why do i have to be allowed to do this?
Why can't i be allowed to go?
Why am i being held back?
WHY!?
I want answers God, im not demanding i just need them. I can't stand being left in confusion. The bible says your not an author of confusion, so why do i feel so confused? Why am i left to figure this out for my own? No one seems to be able to help me. No offense to anyone i just can't understand my own feelings how can i expect anyone else to understand what im going through? I don't know anymore.
I wish for the answers
I wish for everything to work for good
I wish that no matter what happens shes happy
I wish that no matter what happens I'm happy
I hope that everything works out for me
I hope that I will get over this
I hope that i will have a friend to share myself with
I pray that this blows over and doesn't become a big issue in my life
I pray that my answer come
I pray that i don't hurt anyone or get hurt myself
I just want everyone to be happy, but me more than others because i've endured my down time, i want some joy.
Why do i feel this way about someone i don't know?
Does she feel the same or is she trying to blow me off?
Have i scared her away?
Who's the guy?
Why am i so confused about what to do?
Why do i feel like im being held back?
Why am i scared of doing something i've done a million times?
I don't believe in love at first sight, so why have i changed my opinion?
Why do i feel like im chasing a gold ring i can't reach?
Why am i involved in this?
Why if i feel this way do i not have an opening to meet her?
Why am i not allowed to know her yet?
Why do i have to be allowed to do this?
Why can't i be allowed to go?
Why am i being held back?
WHY!?
I want answers God, im not demanding i just need them. I can't stand being left in confusion. The bible says your not an author of confusion, so why do i feel so confused? Why am i left to figure this out for my own? No one seems to be able to help me. No offense to anyone i just can't understand my own feelings how can i expect anyone else to understand what im going through? I don't know anymore.
I wish for the answers
I wish for everything to work for good
I wish that no matter what happens shes happy
I wish that no matter what happens I'm happy
I hope that everything works out for me
I hope that I will get over this
I hope that i will have a friend to share myself with
I pray that this blows over and doesn't become a big issue in my life
I pray that my answer come
I pray that i don't hurt anyone or get hurt myself
I just want everyone to be happy, but me more than others because i've endured my down time, i want some joy.