time for an UPDATE
I really don't get whats wrong with me lately. I'm just sick of mostly everyone. All my friends are getting mad at me for really dumb reasons, and I find myself not caring. That is so unlike me. Usually, I am the first one to apologize, the first one to be the "bigger person," I mean even if I'm not at fault I'm always the one to bend over backwards trying to fix it. But I really don't care anymore. Because, why should I apologize when I've done nothing wrong. Why should I care about friends who don't treat me well? Why should I respond to the taunts of immature girls. Seriously, while all of this shit is piling on me, does anyone else want to get mad? anyone else want to start ignoring me? because that would just be fantasic.
I love christmas usually. But now the only reason I can't wait is because I don't have to deal with school for 10 days. 10 WHOLE DAYS. WOOOO. Blegh. I need that time off. Even though its going to be me, sitting at home for 10 days straight, not like I have anything better to do.
I am really bitter, I'm slowly realizing this. I can't stand being around couples, it just makes me angry. They're so happy, and I'm not. I don't like being unhappy. And yet again, I don't care if you don't want to hear me complaining. If you don't want to hear me complain, then you can stop reading. I can't wait until 2005. 4 more months until I'm 18, 6 more months until graduation, and 9 more months until I no longer have to look at Rocky Point everyday. Everyday the need to be on my own grows, I just can't wait anymore. I neeeeed something new. I need to meet new people. I have to get out of my parents' house.
Rant, rant, rant. It feels good. I don't care if no one reads this. I dooooonnn't caaaaaaaaaaare. :)
I love christmas usually. But now the only reason I can't wait is because I don't have to deal with school for 10 days. 10 WHOLE DAYS. WOOOO. Blegh. I need that time off. Even though its going to be me, sitting at home for 10 days straight, not like I have anything better to do.
I am really bitter, I'm slowly realizing this. I can't stand being around couples, it just makes me angry. They're so happy, and I'm not. I don't like being unhappy. And yet again, I don't care if you don't want to hear me complaining. If you don't want to hear me complain, then you can stop reading. I can't wait until 2005. 4 more months until I'm 18, 6 more months until graduation, and 9 more months until I no longer have to look at Rocky Point everyday. Everyday the need to be on my own grows, I just can't wait anymore. I neeeeed something new. I need to meet new people. I have to get out of my parents' house.
Rant, rant, rant. It feels good. I don't care if no one reads this. I dooooonnn't caaaaaaaaaaare. :)