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hehe i love getting notes on my car, this is a first i think...
so this happens to me, alot. i go and im happy with life and then i start to think. what do i think abt, life basically. for the most part i do the same thing everyday, no change, just wake up, get ready, drive to school, be at school, go home, homework, computer, sleep. nothing changes really. and that happens everyday. i dont understand how people can live their lives that way and still be happy. and on top of that im still going crazy with living at home under my parents rule.
so i was out last night looking for a gas station listening to Josh Grason and i dont remember the name of the song, its #2 though, and i had it on repeat and just that time i had in the car driving around was amazing, and i felt like i could go wherever the road led, once i filled up my tank, i was running on E. but after i did i had to drive home, and i had this sense of, well not despair or dread, but something near that, like my heart was all heavy. and then i got home and it sucked. i guess it all goes back to my parents being overprotective/overbearing/overeverything. i love them, but i think that they're holding on too tight. sure im the last one, their baby, but they're choking me. and they "trust me." its just all the other people out there that they dont trust. HAH! thats a laugh and a half. yargh. let this little birdy fly, even if it is for a little bit!
so this happens to me, alot. i go and im happy with life and then i start to think. what do i think abt, life basically. for the most part i do the same thing everyday, no change, just wake up, get ready, drive to school, be at school, go home, homework, computer, sleep. nothing changes really. and that happens everyday. i dont understand how people can live their lives that way and still be happy. and on top of that im still going crazy with living at home under my parents rule.
so i was out last night looking for a gas station listening to Josh Grason and i dont remember the name of the song, its #2 though, and i had it on repeat and just that time i had in the car driving around was amazing, and i felt like i could go wherever the road led, once i filled up my tank, i was running on E. but after i did i had to drive home, and i had this sense of, well not despair or dread, but something near that, like my heart was all heavy. and then i got home and it sucked. i guess it all goes back to my parents being overprotective/overbearing/overeverything. i love them, but i think that they're holding on too tight. sure im the last one, their baby, but they're choking me. and they "trust me." its just all the other people out there that they dont trust. HAH! thats a laugh and a half. yargh. let this little birdy fly, even if it is for a little bit!