Nov 10, 2004 22:54
Oh my goodness does my life suck last night my parents made me have a “come to Jesus” meeting with them. Omg they kept calling me stupid but they though sense I was so stupid I wouldn’t pick up on it! They were like we think a tutor might “HELP” you I was like what the fuck y don’t u just call me stupid and they were like you not stupid and I was like then I’m smart and there was complete silence in the room and I was like I am either one or the other and then I ran out crying then after I decided I was to scared to kill myself I dad was acting all innocent and asked to use my computer and HE LOOK WERE I WAS ON THE INTERNET u no the history! I had to have my brother explain what each thing was and he, he, he, still didn’t understand! Omg I almost killed my self that time but I didn’t know how omg I didn’t get any sleep! I slept on my brothers coach and watch the fast and the furious like 7 times I no the lines by heart right know! And I still feel like shit but no noone believes me any here a poem>>>
Why would you do this
Why would you care so much
To not ever know
How do you not know
For me to do this
It means live
It means death
I hate your dispar
I must be important
No, no I am not
Cause if I was
You would care
Not just pretend
The real thing
The will be in you heart forever
You will remember this when you are old
And when you are gray
Why would you care so much
not to care at all!
It is also in my buddy4u thing
omg I am so 123 and I have to pee
brb okay I gotta go! ~~~~~~~~~eM!~~~~~~~~~~