Dumbledore Calrissian
I don't even know what to write in here. Life is going wonderful and terribly concurrently. I wish things were easier. But I always make it through.
I need to start eating less and healthier. I'm not backing down on this this time. I've tried a few times before but I need to do better now.
Going to the gym is still going good. People have said I'm starting to look leaner. I feel so good most of the day. I have energy. Simple tasks don't wear me out anymore. My back feels so strong, which was my worst pain through the day. When I get to the gym tonight, I'm going to work harder and more than I ever have.
I am in love. With the most amazing girl I have ever and will ever know. She makes me a better person, and she's the only person I've ever been completly open with. There are things holding us back, but as long as we take it slow, and make sure everything is right with us, we will be amazing together.
I should really call about my settlement, haven't heard from the lawyer since september when I was discharged from the Doc. I really need that money.
I lost at poker last night, of course. I just can't seem to keep with it. I've got to get better.
Tonight is gym + The Office night. Can't wait. My friends are amazing.
That's all for now. Peace.
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