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May 31, 2005 23:30

wow, this tops my list of total bullshit.
Alright, lets first think hypotheticly...
you finally get to see your gf after not being able to for a while, and you two are gonna hang out with some of your friends... its fine, its fun for a while. her friend goes home, and your kinda glad, but whatever ya know.
so you get to the mall and your gf starts complaining about how you push her away and dont hold hands and whatnot. well, thats when you noticed... HEY!!! she didn't give a flying rats ass about holding hands when her friend was around, it was all about her friend and holding her hand, cuddling with her friend.
BUT
of course, your a nice guy, you dont like fucking conlfict or trouble, so you let it go, cuz that shit happens all the time. never say anything, cuz it will pass and you'll forget(making it better?) like the good boyfriend you are...
then after a while of hanging out at this place, some random guy comes in, with his face looking like peperoni pizza, talking all high and mighty about his navy and his fucking marines and his fucking UNITED STATES ARMY, stupid mother fucker, needs to open his eyes first of all. why? well if he first off cant obviously see the fucking stare i gave him, and if he could obviously not see that i was with her, then he should be given a gun or be going to war. stupid mother fucker. pickers up your gf and runs out with her. you think, what the hell, you friend mentions this, and you agree, this guy better fuck off, chubby fucker takes her, she doesn't do anything, so all you do is put on your happy face like usual and take the shit that you always take. cuz you know this happens all the time.
So later again, your hanging out at this place, and your gonna meet some of your gf's friends, you know them, and they're cool, and stuff, and they've been total dicks to you before, but you say fuck it, i'm gonna have a good time today and not worry about anything like that. so you take the shit, and its not much, just stupid little comments from people who have no lives. so you dont worry about it, and enjoy yourself.
after a little bit all your gf's friends want to go to eat, but you and your friend arn't really invited, until they notice were standing there, and after you kinda nudge your gf... well then your kinda pissed off, but still being a nice motherfucker for god knows why, you dont show your mad or anything, you just go along with it. so you get to this restaurant. you and your friend dont eat, cuz your both broke, and you feel pretty bad cuz you feel as though you're friend has been bored outta his mind and stuff like that all day. so you try and sit and talk with him, salvage the day i guess you could say. then the people at the end of the table, the ones who you were polite to, courteous to, nice to, humain to, start talking some shit about you, ONCE FUCKING AGAIN you ignore it, cuz its them being losers and talking about their meaningless jokes cuz they have no lives of their own to actually talk about.
THEN
one of the mother fuckers, mind you, your gfs "BEST FRIEND", and mind you that everyone there are basicly great if not best friends with your gf. SO this shit faced fucker brings up, somthing you did what... more than a year ago. and starts talking shit about you cheating and bullshit like that.
you get pissed, tell the fucker off in a violent couple of lines, the conflict last no longer than a couple minutes while the table laughs becuase they're all fucking retarded. you turn to your friend and just continue talking about other shit, cuz thats what you do, your the one who takes the shit. thats your role in life.

its already been determined by some unnamed force that goes through the universe.
its declared me and one responsible for taking the stupidity, the humility, the ignorance, everything that shouldn't be given to a person. its sholved in my mouth, and what do i have to say for it all...
i guess i love it.

thats why i am such a nice fucking guy
get to say stupid shit, as to not make someone go crying hystericly into a house.
what you say to ignore all the people that say somthing to you, and you know its not anything positive....
what, positive? what the fuck is that? positive left a long time ago, i forget when the last time some thing positive happened, and in the long run was positive...

wait. i remember now, it was about a week ago.
i was with friends... funny word i get to through in every now and then.
we hung out all day, celebrating the release of school, just enjoyed each others company, for what it was, talked to each other, humainly, understood what each other was saying, discussing what we could do again to have some fun, and be positive.

that lasted for about... 15 hours
so i got that 15 hours, and then i resume the eating of everything no one wants.

so basicly, you all are thinking somthing, i doubt any of it matters, nor will anyone actually get to reading this line, because no one reads anything but the first 2 sentences...
but if you some how know what this all means, and i actually mean, YOU KNOW WHAT ALL THIS FUCKING MEANS, then call me.
i dont want to hear anymore questions, because they;re all right here. the second i deem somthing stupid, i will hang up the phone, cuz i'm not putting up with anyone bullshit anymore.
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