damn it jesus!
Well.. im guess im not moving to wisconsin.. idk why but i dont even feel like it bothers me. which is weird because if i really did love billy wouldnt i be hurting right now? i guess the loved just died out i didnt mean for it but i guess its the way things happen. i guess i really dont know what love is. i will always have a special place in my heart for him he was the first guy i fell in love with. i just dont think its a good idea to move with him that far and if something were to happen wtf would i do? drive all the way back.. i would have to wait for school to be over with and when im pissed off i know i cant stand the person im pissed off at and who would i talk to or stay with. so i dont think its a smart idea. i might stay here in yuma for another semester but that would me i needed to get a job Robbie said i could work at the bar with him which would be cool ive been spending alot of time with him.. maybe hes to blame for me falling out of love with Billy. whatever it maybe things always happen for a reason i believe i guess i was not ment to be with him.. which is fine cuz i have big plans for myself i decided i wanted to major in human biology aka be a doctor lol.. which is alot of school... now i can party but eh partying is ok.. whoa i wrote a fucken essay... meep