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What's up Dawls :*
I'm fucking fed up with just about everything right now. I wish I could take a time out from my life for about a week until things settle back down. Its one bullshit situtions after another. I took photos of a friend I've known for about 17-18 years for a project and I also wanted to give her some of the photos to use in her portfolio for modeling since she wants to be a model. I edited all the photos and put them on facebook. THE ONLY THING SHE SAID was "I thought you were going to edit these photos on photoshop, thats a pretty sweet zit on my forehead" Uhm. Her skin is like perfect or so I thought, I didnt see a "zit" so I didn't feel the need to photoshop it out of the photo. Way to be negative much? Everyone else seemed to like them except for her. I am really hurt I never got at least an "they are nice" comment from her especially since I worked for hours on photoshop touching them up. God whatever...seriously.
This weekend is my other best friend's 21st birthday. Plans to go up to USF and party were in progress and almost official. Problem being; I have never driven on the highway, It's a huge fear of mine and I know I'm twenty years old but people have fears and I don't want to have my name in the papers bc I decided to take a chance and drive on the highway. Even if I did attempt to drive to Tampa, I doubt I'd make it. MY CAR IS A JOKE. It would not make it that far. She is suppose to be in Sarasota Saturday and is picking me up after her birthday dinner that night to head back up there. Her friend Michelle who lives in Sarasota was going to bring me home with her on Sunday so I had a ride back. Now convinently Michelle has decided to stay until Monday, leaving me with no ride home. She's like "Do you think your mom could take you home" Its such a long drive for me. No, I don't think my mom really wants me in Tampa at a frat party to begin with, shes kinda furious I am going..so I doubt she'd pick me up from Tampa. I more then likely will not get to go and I am a little more then upset about it.
I am just going to go cool down.
I'm fucking fed up with just about everything right now. I wish I could take a time out from my life for about a week until things settle back down. Its one bullshit situtions after another. I took photos of a friend I've known for about 17-18 years for a project and I also wanted to give her some of the photos to use in her portfolio for modeling since she wants to be a model. I edited all the photos and put them on facebook. THE ONLY THING SHE SAID was "I thought you were going to edit these photos on photoshop, thats a pretty sweet zit on my forehead" Uhm. Her skin is like perfect or so I thought, I didnt see a "zit" so I didn't feel the need to photoshop it out of the photo. Way to be negative much? Everyone else seemed to like them except for her. I am really hurt I never got at least an "they are nice" comment from her especially since I worked for hours on photoshop touching them up. God whatever...seriously.
This weekend is my other best friend's 21st birthday. Plans to go up to USF and party were in progress and almost official. Problem being; I have never driven on the highway, It's a huge fear of mine and I know I'm twenty years old but people have fears and I don't want to have my name in the papers bc I decided to take a chance and drive on the highway. Even if I did attempt to drive to Tampa, I doubt I'd make it. MY CAR IS A JOKE. It would not make it that far. She is suppose to be in Sarasota Saturday and is picking me up after her birthday dinner that night to head back up there. Her friend Michelle who lives in Sarasota was going to bring me home with her on Sunday so I had a ride back. Now convinently Michelle has decided to stay until Monday, leaving me with no ride home. She's like "Do you think your mom could take you home" Its such a long drive for me. No, I don't think my mom really wants me in Tampa at a frat party to begin with, shes kinda furious I am going..so I doubt she'd pick me up from Tampa. I more then likely will not get to go and I am a little more then upset about it.
I am just going to go cool down.