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Its 3 am and I am still up. Why do I feel the need to do this? I am 20 years old, and it is def not right. It's amazing how I can honestly be so cold hearted n not think this person has a heart or feelings..I'm stopping what I am doing. I have to, I am close friends with the person now..and it would hurt them to badly to contiune it. So yes, I am stopping. Tonight was amazing btw. How do I explain what its like to have no friends in the world to talk to, then to have that back again and feel like you never lost anything.. I can't give this up. I am to emotionally unstable right now. I'll tell you that much. ='(

Got my hair done today. Love itttt, it's about the only thing I love other then Ryan right now