Need To....
Had a whole day to think. not a good thing because i only reflect on the bad things when i dont do anything. and then i started thinking how things arent going the way i want them to right now, and its all my fault because i have complete control over whats not going right. ever since tuesday night when i saw The Believers (i think thats what its called) i've felt i need to cry, just let some tears out. for my own good. because i dont cry and it last time i did it felt good.