and we keep on traveling westward..
last night was fun!! i had a guest who was annoying AND hanging out with me, then with perfect timing dave and jon showed up!! YAY!! they hung out with me until he left and we puffed a bit and since i was so exhausted from working at the coffee shop.
yesterday i worked from 2:30 to 9 p.m. and then went into the hotel at 11 p.m. - 7 a.m. i took a nap this morning for five hours...yessssss...much needed too. i went back to my old place to sleep which isn't a good idea usually, but justin had already left for work and i got to see my kitties....gawd i miss them so much. i slept really well mostly because i didn't have jackass roommates being loud and singing songs when i'm trying to sleep and i locked the doors myself so no safety concerns. i snuggled up to frenzy and passed out. i miss his little grey face and it makes me sad, ya know? and don't even get me started on pele...*sigh* well i have to move anyway so maybe i can find a place of my own, but i have no idea how i'm going to afford that. i wish i had an option available.... i'd move a thousand miles if i knew that i wouldn't have to move again unless it is for good reasons instead of shitty ones.
it'd be a dream to be where i thought i was once, in love and safe. turns out i never was in a safe place and the love was a one way street. i ache for true love and someday i'll find it. i may have already, but i just don't know it yet. *double espresso sigh* i could really use a warm hug from a thousand people right now............
so to avoid going into a depressive funk, i'll go out tonight after i get out of here and groove to the music and try to forget about the troubles in my life for a few hours.
ugh..i didn't mean this to be a depressing entry...okay some good news then, i can make a killer hot chocolate and i look good today hehe....
FYI NEVER GET A MBNA OR CHASE CREDIT CARD!!!!!!! AVOID IT LIKE THE PLAGUE!! REMEMBER I LOVE YOU GUYS AND AM JUST LOOKING OUT FOR YOU!!
yesterday i worked from 2:30 to 9 p.m. and then went into the hotel at 11 p.m. - 7 a.m. i took a nap this morning for five hours...yessssss...much needed too. i went back to my old place to sleep which isn't a good idea usually, but justin had already left for work and i got to see my kitties....gawd i miss them so much. i slept really well mostly because i didn't have jackass roommates being loud and singing songs when i'm trying to sleep and i locked the doors myself so no safety concerns. i snuggled up to frenzy and passed out. i miss his little grey face and it makes me sad, ya know? and don't even get me started on pele...*sigh* well i have to move anyway so maybe i can find a place of my own, but i have no idea how i'm going to afford that. i wish i had an option available.... i'd move a thousand miles if i knew that i wouldn't have to move again unless it is for good reasons instead of shitty ones.
it'd be a dream to be where i thought i was once, in love and safe. turns out i never was in a safe place and the love was a one way street. i ache for true love and someday i'll find it. i may have already, but i just don't know it yet. *double espresso sigh* i could really use a warm hug from a thousand people right now............
so to avoid going into a depressive funk, i'll go out tonight after i get out of here and groove to the music and try to forget about the troubles in my life for a few hours.
ugh..i didn't mean this to be a depressing entry...okay some good news then, i can make a killer hot chocolate and i look good today hehe....
FYI NEVER GET A MBNA OR CHASE CREDIT CARD!!!!!!! AVOID IT LIKE THE PLAGUE!! REMEMBER I LOVE YOU GUYS AND AM JUST LOOKING OUT FOR YOU!!