now it's in my chest
so yeah i'm still sick, now it's in my chest like a fucking anvil.
i called mom today, that's always fun. "what do you want for christmas?" how 'bout you accept the fact that i'm FUCKING PAGAN! didn't say it, but i wanted to. "how big is your tv?" like that fucking matters to me. i was homeless for eight months and she wouldn't even send money for food now she wants to buy me a new tv. great parenting! "do you have a dvd player?" see all of this shit would've meant something to me if i were 14...but i'm not. yeah mom. why don't you buy me health insurance or my scripts? or how about you pay for my surgery to help my endometriosis....she never would. that would be parenting. instead she'll buy me things i don't need like last year she bought me a giant nativity set. great. just fucking great. to top it off she says "it's a keepsake". wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtf! that means i gotta keep it. yeah i kept it..in the closet and after she left, it went right back in there. she made a nativity set when she was younger and her dad gave it away a garage sale so now she buys me this...she should've bought it for herself. i can't say it to her, so i'll say it here...
YOU SUCK ASS MOM!
see i feel better already!
i called mom today, that's always fun. "what do you want for christmas?" how 'bout you accept the fact that i'm FUCKING PAGAN! didn't say it, but i wanted to. "how big is your tv?" like that fucking matters to me. i was homeless for eight months and she wouldn't even send money for food now she wants to buy me a new tv. great parenting! "do you have a dvd player?" see all of this shit would've meant something to me if i were 14...but i'm not. yeah mom. why don't you buy me health insurance or my scripts? or how about you pay for my surgery to help my endometriosis....she never would. that would be parenting. instead she'll buy me things i don't need like last year she bought me a giant nativity set. great. just fucking great. to top it off she says "it's a keepsake". wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtf! that means i gotta keep it. yeah i kept it..in the closet and after she left, it went right back in there. she made a nativity set when she was younger and her dad gave it away a garage sale so now she buys me this...she should've bought it for herself. i can't say it to her, so i'll say it here...
YOU SUCK ASS MOM!
see i feel better already!