Into the Darkness
It's been over four years since I've updated this journal. I was a little surprised to find that it still existed. Facebook has sort of lost its charm over the years. Many days I feel like I am simply playing a game of technological telephone - passing along the words of others instead of trying to find my own.
Most days I don't recognize myself in the mirror. I think that's part of aging.
I have four children now.
Salvador
Judy
Abigail
Victor
Being a parent is like being another person. Amazing and terrifying.
I have been feeling very restless lately. It's hard to find time to do anything except work and mother - leaves me feeling itchy to create something, or even just to rearrange a room, repaint something, make something new..... besides a baby I mean.
It gets dark so early now I feel like it's two in the morning. It's barely ten. I think that's part of getting older too.
Have completely given up on regular TV and now have a regular relationship with Netflix. Maybe this will be a regular thing. Maybe not.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone.
Most days I don't recognize myself in the mirror. I think that's part of aging.
I have four children now.
Salvador
Judy
Abigail
Victor
Being a parent is like being another person. Amazing and terrifying.
I have been feeling very restless lately. It's hard to find time to do anything except work and mother - leaves me feeling itchy to create something, or even just to rearrange a room, repaint something, make something new..... besides a baby I mean.
It gets dark so early now I feel like it's two in the morning. It's barely ten. I think that's part of getting older too.
Have completely given up on regular TV and now have a regular relationship with Netflix. Maybe this will be a regular thing. Maybe not.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone.