Jul 10, 2006 00:25
Monday July 10th, 2006
12:25 a.m. (and 33 seconds according to the autosave that just went off)
5 days until the wedding.
Am more upset by my own inabilities to help with things to be done then I am about things not being done.
Am becoming over-sensitive, but not so much so as I haven't been here before. So just the normal amount of over-sensitive.
Am terrified of head colds and Juan coughing.
Dress so close to done it hurts. Veil initiated. Flower girl dresses about half done each. Wish I could sew better.
Upcoming events:
Mon.- lunch w/ Conner. Meeting w/Pastor.
Tues.- Meeting w/ Pastor. Hopefully take Laura to get her hair cut if she hasn't already done that.
Wed.- Eyebrow waxing. Buy meat & cheese. Cut cheese and roll meat.
Thurs.- Get nails done. Buy vegetables. Cut vegetables. Bachelorette party.
Fri.- Setting up church, rehearsal dinner, etc.
I'm good really. I'm excited and eager and hoping the party goes off well. I'm feeling both special and constrained. I miss people and wish that more people lived in CS. Am feeling so incredibly grateful to Michelle that I might just pack her into my bag and take her with me to Ohio, she has done so much work on this wedding.
The dress is beautiful. The corset is a bit warm. But I only notice it when I am standing still being bored. Will probably just try to pick up a cool pretty fan to wave around in front of my face while trying to remember all the fan language I learned in advanced acting. Oh advanced acting. That was a really fun class.
Am teetering between "ready to be done with it"-ness and states of "remember when?"
Lots of people are coming. I hope it doesn't rain because otherwise we are all going to become VERY familiar with each other.