Higher than a kite
Love is nothing like it is in the movies. The boy whom I was "exclusivly dating" basically ditched me for a guy he dated who moved away and then moved bakc. He said he still liked me too though, but seeing as how I don't like to be the fall back boy I gave him an ultimatum because I am learning that I am a good guy and I deserve someone to treat me as such.
I am, at this moment, as high as a kite because.. well yesterday at 7 am on December 16 2008 I had top surgery. The kind I had isn't one that most trans guys get, it's called gynecomastia (sp?) any way I can't believe it happened. Benn is here to keep me company and I couldnt be happier (minus my boy drama) since yesterday all I've done is eat sleep watch tv and made melty bead shape thingys. It's so nice to just relax.
I just wish Robert wouldn't have turned out to be such a douche cause I truly liked him.
I have to wear this compression vest thingy for 6 weeks but then after that goodbye binders and hello bare chest!