XxXCrazy Love 2
stuff 2
im so lonely,
I have nobody,Lonely
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im miss.Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good boy whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day he cant take it no more and decides to leave
I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my boy wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for him I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my boy left me, my whole life came crashin
Im so lonely (so lonely),
Im miss. Lonely (miss. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) boy
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (miss. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Cant belive I hadda boy like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good boy and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life boy
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im miss. Lonely (miss. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) boy
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im miss. Lonely (miss. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) boy
Been all about the world ain't neva met a boy that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the boy of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely
So lonely (so lonely)
Im miss. Lonely (miss. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im miss. Lonely (miss. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) boy
Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby boy I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im miss. Lonely (miss. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im miss. Lonely (miss. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) boy
Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
miss. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Miss. Lonely
*CRY*
*I want to cry now
I really do.
I'm so sad, and so blue~
*My boyfriend left me*
Made up stupid lies
*He just moved on, and made my cry.
Now we don't even talk
We're not even friends
Even though he said
He'll love me till the end*
Now the love is gone, and the hurt is inside.
And I miss him so much, and I want to cry.*
Cant belive I hadda boy like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good boy and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life boy
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im miss. Lonely (miss. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) boy
POEMS
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Can my life get better?
Or is it gonna stay?
Can I start again?
Or will it go away?
Can I ask you something?
Why did God choose me?
Can I take I back?
Or will it always be?
Can I find my mummy?
But why?d he leave me here?
Can I stop this hurting?
Who?ll wipe away my tear?
Can you make me happy?
Then why am I so sad?
Can you tell me exactly why?
Why were youre so mad?
Can you take my life?
Cause I don?t want to live
Can you tell me why you left?
I have my life to give
Can you tell my daddy
That itll be ok,
I?ll be waiting for him
And Ill see him soon.. one day
Cant somebody hear me,
Promise you won?t cry?
Cause it was my decision
It was my choice to die
Can you promise something?
Please smile when I go
I shouldve told fedel my heart
I guess hell never know
Can you understand me?
Im sorry but its true
I couldnt handle all the shit
That I was going through
My spirit inside, was captured
But Ive just set it free
Tell everyone Im sorry
But if you would only see
Abuse is really painful
I couldnt take the pain
Dont forget Ill wait right here
To see you once again
I love you for your friendship
Promise not to cry,
Ill see you in another life
I love you..and goodbye
She loved him with everything,
everything she had to give,
she loved him with her heart,
without him she couldn't live.
She was still young,
but that didn't bother her,
she had a big heart,
where this love could occur.
They started off as best friends,
best friends until the end,
though secretly she'd fallen,
but "friends" she had to pretend.
Eventually he fell for her,
and she no longer had to pretend,
when he told her that he cared 4 her,
she was happy to be his girlfriend.
They spent all their time together,
they were inseparable since that day,
she was filled with utter happiness,
until it was taken away.
He told her that he loved her,
and that he always would,
it just wasn't working out for him,
he would make it if he could.
She just sat there and cried,
and didn't try to change his mind,
she just wants him to be happy,
and get what he wants to find.
He found what he wanted,
it didn't take him very long,
she thought he had truly loved her,
but she guessed that she was wrong.
She acted like it didn't hurt,
as if she couldn't feel a thing,
no one really ever saw,
the feelings it could bring.
On the outside she laughed,
and no one ever guessed,
that on the inside she hated things,
and was planning her own death.
She had to watch him hug on her,
and tenderly kiss her face,
she hated that girl so much,
because she had taken her place
She had thoughts of killing her,
and of taking her own life,
it seemed so very tempting,
when she saw the little knife.
She kept deciding it was best,
to stay on Earth and wait,
maybe he would come back,
and want just one more date.
Months and months passed,
they seemed more like years,
she was so unhappy,
she cried so many tears.
One day she told him she loved him,
and how long she had felt that way,
he said that he never cared,
and crushed her more that day.
She went back home and cried,
and replayed his words in her head,
the more she thought about it,
the more she wished to be dead.
One night she finally decided.
that she should end her pain,
but in life or death,
her love would remain.
She grabbed on tightly,
to the friendly little blade,
she closed her eyes shut,
then looked at the cut she had made
She knew that it was fatal,
she could tell she was slipping away,
she could hear her heart in her ears,
her vision started to sway.
with her last gasping breath,
her life had escaped her,
she had written her aching feelings,
on a little sheet of paper.
When her parents found the note,
they read what it had to say,
they decided to call him up,
to show him what he caused that day.
When he heard the news,
he began to weep and cry,
he then finally realized,
that he'd been a real bad guy.
The note that she had written,
had stated the reasons why,
she had chosen to end it,
and why she chose to no longer cry.
"I'm sorry mom and dad,
that I decided to leave,
I'm much happier now,
so please, please don't grieve,
I tried to get over him,
he just wouldn't leave my head,
so i figured it would help me,
if maybe i was dead,
I loved him so much,
i didn't want us to be apart,
i tried just to ignore it,
but you can't ignore a broken heart."
Lisa and Joey(ROFL) (haha lis)
freeyayo951: I WILL BE LANAS FRIEND:-\
AEgurl3545: why the sudden change of heart?
AEgurl3545: hey?
freeyayo951: hey?
AEgurl3545: i asked you a question
AEgurl3545: hgfhgfh
freeyayo951: nvm sence u dont want my answer ill jus take it away
AEgurl3545: what are you talking about ? lol
AEgurl3545: you never answered me
freeyayo951: wow
AEgurl3545: wow .. ?
AEgurl3545: wow what?
freeyayo951: i ga........... nvm
AEgurl3545: no lol
AEgurl3545: say it
freeyayo951: nah dont be mi friend
AEgurl3545: um, ok you said youd be lanas friend.. not mine
AEgurl3545: i was asking why you changed your mind
AEgurl3545: thats all
AEgurl3545: fine
AEgurl3545: i wont tell her you want to be her friend
AEgurl3545: and you wont be talking to her for a mad long time, if ever again even because like i said, shes going away
AEgurl3545: shes gone
AEgurl3545: so sorry little rude boy
AEgurl3545: laterrr
freeyayo951: :'(
freeyayo951: dam
freeyayo951: i was jk
freeyayo951: dam
AEgurl3545: welll i dont take well to "jokes" that are annoying
freeyayo951: fukn mean:'(
AEgurl3545: then dont act like an asshole to me please
freeyayo951: geeeeeee
freeyayo951: sorryu
AEgurl3545: its k
AEgurl3545: but ill tell her
AEgurl3545: id still like to know hwy you changed your mind though
AEgurl3545: why*
AEgurl3545: i'm curious
AEgurl3545: and worried that youre gonna break her heart again
AEgurl3545: :-\
AEgurl3545: :-[
AEgurl3545: ... hi?
freeyayo951: hi
AEgurl3545: ok if youd like to answer the question now..
AEgurl3545: otherwise, im leaving
AEgurl3545: without any mention of your request
freeyayo951: wut
freeyayo951: man
freeyayo951: i just wanna be ur fuckn friend
freeyayo951: ok hsppi?
AEgurl3545: wtf. you said you wanted to be lanas friend
AEgurl3545: i wanted to know why you changed your mind cuz i dont want you breaking her heart again
AEgurl3545: now if you dont answer that question , im leaving
AEgurl3545: and not saying a word to her
freeyayo951: im lanas friend ok
AEgurl3545: why
freeyayo951: now stop bothring me im busy
AEgurl3545: nope, sorry buddy
AEgurl3545: no answer, no friend
AEgurl3545: later;-)
freeyayo951: iight i dont care
Auto response from AEgurl3545: around
leave it and ill probably come back
freeyayo951: >:o
AEgurl3545: yeah you do, dont lie
AEgurl3545: lol
AEgurl3545: silly boy
AEgurl3545: byee
AEgurl3545: PEACE
freeyayo951: pe@cae out 1 love
AEgurl3545: no love
AEgurl3545: love
AEgurl3545: :-*
freeyayo951: i dont give a fuck WUT
Auto response from AEgurl3545: around
leave it and ill probably come back
freeyayo951: :-D
freeyayo951: O:-)
freeyayo951: bibi
AEgurl3545: fuck what? you're gay
LANA IF YOU SEE THIS I WANNA BE UR FRIEND from : ????(Joey)
nope Im good I dont need friends that are fuckers and try to hurt girls perpoisely from:lana :-/
I thought he cared.I thought he loved me.but it was all a lie.
Bumblebee22555: hey
Bumblebee22555: sorry about the buddy Icon thing...dont mind that
joeman585: lol
Bumblebee22555: lol
Bumblebee22555: so....ummmm....
Bumblebee22555: me dont know what to say...oh yeah... hows it goin between you and Lana???
joeman585: idk man
Bumblebee22555: ......
Bumblebee22555: hmmm
Bumblebee22555: by the looks of the way she is acting... Im guessing things arent goin good between you two
Bumblebee22555: shes at my house
Bumblebee22555: (...you can talk anytime now...)
Bumblebee22555: lol
joeman585: lol
Bumblebee22555: all you can say is LOL?? this is a serious situation! DAMMIT
Bumblebee22555: sorry...I didnt mean to be that harsh...
joeman585:.
Bumblebee22555: ...
Bumblebee22555: sorry...it just that.... I dont know why you cant take Lana back.....
joeman585: i dont think lana iz right 4 me
Bumblebee22555: WHY!!!! SHE LOVES YOU DUDE!!! she talks about you everyday! she thinks about...she worrys about you...she does everything about you! I bet she would do anything to get back whit you dude Im sorry...but I think what your doing to Lana is wrong!
Bumblebee22555: I cant help but think that
joeman585: but she cant fuckn keep on cheatn on be itz bullshyt
Bumblebee22555: LOOK! she makes mistakes! I EVEN MAKE MISTAKES! we all have to forgive and make up sometime!
Bumblebee22555: SHE LOVES YOU DUDE PLAIN AND SIMPLE
Bumblebee22555: and she misses you too...
Bumblebee22555: she wont even go out with anyone cause she wants you so bad! shes resisting the temptation of going out with someone all for you! cant you see that?
joeman585: yea
joeman585: but man
joeman585: it *was* painful
Bumblebee22555: I know...I know...things in life are painful but we need to forgive!
joeman585: itz not that esy u kno
Bumblebee22555: I witnessed Lana crying when you broke up with her! she still cries over you to this day
Bumblebee22555: she like cries every night over you dude
Bumblebee22555: yes its not easy but if you really go through with it..it can be easy
joeman585:
Bumblebee22555: things are depressing now... but we have to get though hard times and forgive! its the truth no lie
joeman585: *i luiv lana* wit all my heart
joeman585: but she goes out with ppl like nothm
joeman585: nothn
Bumblebee22555: ...thats good..I know but...
Bumblebee22555: she doesnt
joeman585: she doesnt think
Bumblebee22555: Im sure she has a logical reason for all this......
Bumblebee22555: she doesnt think...but she tries
joeman585: who fuckn cares if u feel bad 4 him
Bumblebee22555: what do you mean by that
Bumblebee22555: exactly
Bumblebee22555: feel bad for who??
joeman585: she told tha reason they went out iz she felt bad 4 him
joeman585: her and patrick
Bumblebee22555: yeah she did....she didnt mean to cheat on you I swear...she just did out of foolishness....but that was one fuckin time dude we can all get over stupid things even though they may hurt us...you have to be strong and forgive that is all Im sayin
Bumblebee22555: Lana loves you more than anything ans wants you back so bad!! that is like the only thing that has been on her mind...she cries every fuckin night dude
Bumblebee22555: theres chances you need to take...and I say there one right there for you and Lana
Bumblebee22555: all you need to do is forgive...and make up...and trust me! after this experience...I dont think she would cheat on you ever again...
joeman585: i need a waeek
Bumblebee22555: ....
joeman585: wed. il tell her
Bumblebee22555: ok...well you go think about this...what ever is your decision... I cant stop that....
Bumblebee22555: also I think you and Lana should talk on the phone and...well just talk about all of this
Bumblebee22555: she really wants to talk to you again and I think it would be good
joeman585: call @ 11
Bumblebee22555: ok I will tell her
Bumblebee22555: she said ok!
Bumblebee22555: so ummmm....
joeman585: ?
Bumblebee22555: I dont know what to talk about... lol
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lies.horrible lies:-(<<
I wish I had my boyfriend back.I loved him so much and I still do
*promise me just one more night*
REHAB......sucksss!!!
^^^FUCKERS^^^
I am the dream, you are the dreamer
I come alive when you are troubled
I am there only when you need me
You don't think of me when I'm not needed
Don't you love me?
No, because I am the dream, and you are the dreamer
You let chaos control your mind
Now everything has calmed and feels weird
Empty
Like something's missing
You feel it, you know it's there
But you are unaware, and live your life
in the same pattern,a monotonous pattern
your life is me-chan-i-cal
you feel so strange
so detached
so...tired
go to your sanctuary
rest yourself on me
I will guide you
But nothing more
For I am the dream,and you are the dreamer
You pray that one day you'll wake
And this will not be real
You'll be full of answers
Unknowingly from me
And I will be just a memory
Until you need me once again
You will never know
I am the deep, rich colors of your life
They come from me
They flow from me
I am your soul
And when you are old and gray
When your mind,your heart
Has abandoned you
I'll be here
Your soul
Your dreams
But you will never be aware
You will never know
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Kelly Clarkson mrs.indepentant
Miss independent
Miss self-sufficient
Miss keep your distance,mmm
Miss unafraid
Miss out of my way
Miss don't let a man interfere, no
Miss on her own
Miss almost grown
Miss never let a man help her off her throne
So, by keeping her heart protected
She'd never ever feel rejected
Little miss apprehensive
Said ooh, she fell in love
What is this feelin' takin' over?
Thinkin' no one could open the door
Surprise...It's time
To feel what's real
What happened to Miss Independent?
No longer need to be defensive
Goodbye, old you
When love is true
Miss guarded heart
Miss play it smart
Miss if you want to use that line you better not start, no
But she miscalculated
She didn't want to end up jaded
And this miss decided not to miss out on true love
So, by changing her misconceptions
She went in a new direction
And found inside she felt a connection
She fell in love.
What is this feelin' takin' over?
Thinkin' no one could open the door (open the door)
Surprise...It's time (yeah)
To feel what's real (what's real)
What happened to Miss Independent?
No longer need to be defensive
Goodbye (goodbye), old you (old you)
When love, when love is true
*When Miss Independent walked away
No time for love that came her way
She looked in the mirror and thought today
What happened to miss no longer afraid?
It took some time for her to see
How beautiful love could truly be
No more talk of why can't that be me
I'm so glad I finally see...*
What is this feelin' takin' over?
Thinkin' no one could open the door
Surprise (surprise), it's time (yeah)
To feel (to feel) what's real
What happened to Miss Independent?
No longer need to be defensive
Goodbye (goodbye), old you
When love, when love is true...
*Miss Independent*
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Fuck you titty suckin' two balled bitch with a fat green lip
My dick conhotoe bitch oh shit fucking ass licking piss sucking cunt
These nuts on your lips Kentucky Fried kung-pao clits
I don't know what to say
So what, don't give a fuck, me know
I don't know what to say
So what
Saggy tits swinging between your fat crusty arm pits big ass hairy
mole
Between your pussy lips cunt shit cock dick cunt tit barf piss balls
ass
Pecker quief oh shit fucked bitch damn fucking diarrhea slut with
dicks
I don't know what to say
So what, don't give a fuck, me know (x3)
I don't know what to say
So what
I have fought to find stuff to say
But now I've found something to say
Fuck you, punk ass bitch (x2)
I don't know what to say
So what, don't give a fuck, me know (x3)
I don't know what to say
So what
*Cunt
Fuck
Shit
Bitch*
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lilchickiebaby33<<
joeman585 (8:18:37 PM): i told u in tha begginin that dont break my fuckn heart
joeman585 (8:18:39 PM): but..
joeman585 (8:18:41 PM): u did
hiplana12345 (8:19:12 PM): and I told you I was sorry and I could have not told you and just did it and you would have never known
hiplana12345 (8:19:31 PM): and you know how bad I felt after I got off the phone yesterday
hiplana12345 (8:19:38 PM): cause i told you not to be mad
hiplana12345 (8:19:43 PM): and you had a right to??
hiplana12345 (8:22:32 PM): OBVIOPUSLY NOT..
joeman585 (8:40:35 PM): fuck
joeman585 (8:40:41 PM): im gunna kill myself
joeman585 is away at 8:41:23 PM.
joeman585 returned at 8:41:25 PM.
hiplana12345 (8:41:28 PM): :-\
hiplana12345 (8:41:34 PM): over me??
joeman585 (8:41:48 PM): idk y ppl cheat on me
joeman585 (8:41:57 PM): wut did i do
hiplana12345 (8:42:27 PM): IM SORRY!!
joeman585 (8:42:44 PM): fuckn make no sence i wanna kill my self
hiplana12345 (8:42:46 PM): cant you just listen I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVERY THING IN THIS WORLDD
hiplana12345 (8:43:00 PM): dont you get that I wouyldnt even tell you if i didnt love you!?!?!?
joeman585 (8:43:01 PM): no u dont u like patrick
joeman585 (8:43:07 PM): u dont love me'
hiplana12345 (8:43:19 PM): I DONT LIKE PATRICK ATALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
joeman585 (8:43:49 PM): sure....
hiplana12345 (8:44:52 PM): I dumped him and didnt even care how is that liking!!?!?!?
joeman585 (8:45:18 PM): prolly fucked in tha b-roon
joeman585 (8:45:20 PM): m*
hiplana12345 (8:45:35 PM): what!?!?
joeman585 (8:45:42 PM): idk lana
joeman585 (8:45:47 PM): i idk wut u do
joeman585 (8:45:56 PM): were u live
hiplana12345 (8:46:21 PM): schenectady
joeman585 (8:46:39 PM): well there
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joeman585 (8:15:34 PM): im sorry but u jus mad my life more mizzurable
joeman585 (8:15:40 PM): u messed up
hiplana12345 (8:15:44 PM): I know
hiplana12345 (8:15:50 PM): and I told you that
joeman585 (8:15:50 PM): dam
joeman585 (8:16:07 PM): i never can go out wit u
hiplana12345 (8:16:13 PM): lemme guess you dont love me anymore right:-(:-(:-(
joeman585 (8:16:16 PM): without u cheatn on me
hiplana12345 (8:16:45 PM): IM SORRY I AM!!
hiplana12345 (8:16:59 PM): I didnt even have any real bf stuff with guys
hiplana12345 (8:17:07 PM): its so wrong of me to be like that
hiplana12345 (8:17:09 PM): but yeah
hiplana12345 (8:17:13 PM): Im still a kid
hiplana12345 (8:18:03 PM): and now it doesnt matter
joeman585 (8:18:37 PM): i told u in tha begginin that dont break my fuckn heart
joeman585 (8:18:39 PM): but..
joeman585 (8:18:41 PM): u did
hiplana12345 (8:19:12 PM): and I told you I was sorry and I could have not told you and just did it and you would have never known
hiplana12345 (8:19:31 PM): and you know how bad I felt after I got off the phone yesterday
hiplana12345 (8:19:38 PM): cause i told you not to be mad
hiplana12345 (8:19:43 PM): and you had a right to??
hiplana12345 (8:22:32 PM): OBVIOPUSLY NOT..
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hiplana12345 (8:09:31 PM): I thought chucky rocked??
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:09:42 PM): yea he does
hiplana12345 (8:09:57 PM): and now boggey man?
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:10:27 PM): YES IS THE BEST MOVIE EVER
hiplana12345 (8:11:24 PM): awsomeness
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:11:31 PM): yup
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:11:32 PM): yup
hiplana12345 (8:11:34 PM): so you think I should see it??
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:12:13 PM): YEA
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:12:14 PM): YEA
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:12:15 PM): YEA
hiplana12345 (8:12:19 PM): sure??
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:13:20 PM): YEA I AM
hiplana12345 (8:17:40 PM): positive??
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:17:43 PM): yes
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:17:50 PM): :-)
hiplana12345 (8:22:14 PM): okay
hiplana12345 (8:22:18 PM): THANX ADAM!!
hiplana12345 (8:22:24 PM): LOve ya MuCHHH
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:22:34 PM): lol
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:22:40 PM): i kno u do
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:22:41 PM): lol
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:22:43 PM): j/p
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:22:49 PM): i love u too baby
hiplana12345 (8:22:59 PM): ??
hiplana12345 (8:23:07 PM): LOL
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:23:32 PM): yea i do
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:23:35 PM): ur awesome
hiplana12345 (8:23:50 PM): ..and ummm......Dont you have a gf??
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:24:31 PM): yea
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:24:36 PM): i could love 2 girls
hiplana12345 (8:24:40 PM): so,....whats that all about??
hiplana12345 (8:24:50 PM): you could couldnt you??
hiplana12345 (8:24:51 PM): LOL
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:25:06 PM): I COULD
hiplana12345 (8:26:37 PM): doesnt she go to ur school??....leslie??
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:27:04 PM): yes
hiplana12345 (8:31:50 PM): so ur a PLAYA!?!?
hiplana12345 (8:31:52 PM): LOL
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:32:02 PM): yup
hiplana12345 (8:32:10 PM): how nice
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:32:22 PM): but i love her with all my heart though
hiplana12345 (8:32:50 PM): nice ;-) I love you with all my heart lol
hiplana12345 (8:32:51 PM): j/k
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:32:58 PM): lol
hiplana12345 (8:33:01 PM): I wrote that in my profile thouggh
hiplana12345 (8:33:05 PM): wait is that okay?!?!?
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:33:16 PM): yes it is
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:33:17 PM): lol
hiplana12345 (8:34:30 PM): so........how did you become to like me more than a friend if you do??
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:35:06 PM): YEA I DO
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:35:11 PM): i dont know by
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:35:14 PM): talking to u a lot
hiplana12345 (8:35:27 PM): awww how sweet
YeLlOwCaRdX7X (8:35:44 PM): lol
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TraHust (8:21:23 PM): yo lana sup
hiplana12345 (8:21:32 PM): hey nothing
hiplana12345 (8:21:42 PM): life so fucking suxx
TraHust (8:22:00 PM): yo hes such a dic head
TraHust (8:23:08 PM): uu r not a ho he just pissed cause dat kid over
hiplana12345 (8:23:26 PM): no.....I didnt even do ne thing with him
hiplana12345 (8:23:39 PM): :-( I should not hve told him
TraHust (8:24:03 PM): it ight
TraHust (8:24:17 PM): i no u didnt
TraHust (8:25:07 PM): lana
TraHust (8:26:07 PM): talk
hiplana12345 (8:33:31 PM): okay sorry
hiplana12345 (8:33:36 PM): I got a friend over
TraHust (8:33:48 PM): I NO
hiplana12345 (8:34:43 PM): sorry
hiplana12345 (8:34:48 PM): Ill talk onkly to yuo
TraHust (8:34:53 PM): did u cheat on j
hiplana12345 (8:34:58 PM): not really
TraHust (8:35:09 PM): wut do u meen
hiplana12345 (8:35:11 PM): I just kinda went out with guys and didnt do anything
TraHust (8:35:25 PM): y though
hiplana12345 (8:35:33 PM): cause Idk
TraHust (8:35:48 PM): thatz not kool
hiplana12345 (8:35:51 PM): cause im a fucking cheter and im fucked up in the head to fuck something so good up
TraHust (8:36:15 PM): na it aint like that
hiplana12345 (8:36:20 PM): yeah it is
hiplana12345 (8:36:26 PM): you dont know me dude
TraHust (8:36:40 PM): yea i do
hiplana12345 (8:37:52 PM): how??
hiplana12345 (8:37:56 PM): :-\
TraHust (8:38:46 PM): lana i luv u
TraHust (8:38:52 PM):
TraHust (8:39:03 PM): as a friend
hiplana12345 (8:39:06 PM): LOL
hiplana12345 (8:39:12 PM): I love you as a friend too :-*
TraHust (8:39:36 PM): thanx
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Duality"
Push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I am today...
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes on...
Aaaaaaaah!
I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited last, my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the words
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like on big past
You'll live with me 'cause you left me no choice
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!
Pull me back together
Our seperate the skin from the bone
Leave me all the Pieces, and then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I am today
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I am today
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!
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SLIPKNOT LYRICS
Vermillion
Jesus seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalaties
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see it
Climatic hands that press
Her temples in my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever
Oh (She's the only one that makes me soar)
She is everything and more
The solemn hypnotic
My doll you're bathed in possession
She is home to me
I get neverous, perversed when I see her to worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never she's coming home
Forever
Oh (She's the only one that makes me soar)
Hard to say waht caught my attention
Vixen crazy, Athen Attraction
Call my name in my face, to recognize
Such a fair amount called, to terrorize
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
(Yeah!)
I'm a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist through my name, to self oblige
There is something in me, the darkness finds
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!
SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!
(She isn't real, I can't make her real)
(She isn't real, I can't make her real)
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HoOdSoN8485: wat...
hiplana12345: Im sorry...
hiplana12345: thats it
hiplana12345: cause I was mean
hiplana12345: but yeah you were too
hiplana12345: but not like I was to you
hiplana12345: I was mad cause you got a new gf
HoOdSoN8485: well
HoOdSoN8485: i got a new gf the week after u left
hiplana12345: and I wanted you only for me...even know I had a bf
HoOdSoN8485: when "u went to buffalo"
hiplana12345: I did.just for not a long time
hiplana12345: like for 3 or 4 days
hiplana12345: but my grandma came to get me
HoOdSoN8485: hmm
hiplana12345: are you really coming to my house
hiplana12345: ?
HoOdSoN8485: no
hiplana12345: oh just wondering
HoOdSoN8485: im just gonna stay in the bronx
hiplana12345: cause I sometimes feel like people are watching me
hiplana12345: its freaky
hiplana12345: so I get dress really quick
hiplana12345: haha
hiplana12345: Im maddddd gay
HoOdSoN8485:
hiplana12345: lol
HoOdSoN8485: oooooooooooooookay too much info
HoOdSoN8485: REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWIND!!!!
hiplana12345: haha
hiplana12345: yeah
hiplana12345: I wanted you to come though
hiplana12345: haha
HoOdSoN8485: i wonder why...
hiplana12345: and I really did give you the right address to my house
hiplana12345: haha
hiplana12345: no cause I wanted to see you
hiplana12345: I DID SEE YOU ON WEBCAM!
HoOdSoN8485: well
HoOdSoN8485: that wasnt me
HoOdSoN8485: that was my step brother
hiplana12345: thats why I didnt think that was youre pick in the first place
hiplana12345: cause you lighter skin color than the pic has
HoOdSoN8485: well
HoOdSoN8485: that was my brother
HoOdSoN8485: on the webcam and the pick
HoOdSoN8485: we look alike
HoOdSoN8485: just without the glasses
hiplana12345: well "your brother" is pretty cute
hiplana12345: how old is he
hiplana12345: ?
HoOdSoN8485: hes 11
hiplana12345: wow
hiplana12345: hes young
hiplana12345: I wish I was younger
hiplana12345: hehe
HoOdSoN8485: heh
hiplana12345: furreal wouldnt it be freaky if a person you know from online is gonna come to your house and you dont know when ?
hiplana12345: lol.
HoOdSoN8485: not for me
HoOdSoN8485: i would just kill them
hiplana12345: Im too nice to kill someone
hiplana12345: I just run
HoOdSoN8485: not me
HoOdSoN8485: yesterday there was a fight in the bronx
HoOdSoN8485: i dunno wat it was
HoOdSoN8485: about
HoOdSoN8485: but i got in and almost got cut by a knife
HoOdSoN8485: and i was like
HoOdSoN8485: holy shit
HoOdSoN8485: im out
hiplana12345: haha
hiplana12345: wow
hiplana12345: your a real "gansta"
HoOdSoN8485: yo the bronx these days are though
HoOdSoN8485: and when i mean though
hiplana12345: I know
HoOdSoN8485: its tough
hiplana12345: and there are some hot PRs there
HoOdSoN8485: yea
HoOdSoN8485: like me
hiplana12345: exactly
hiplana12345: why am I flirting with you Jake?
hiplana12345: haha
hiplana12345: Im sooo dumb
hiplana12345: new subject....
HoOdSoN8485: oooooooookay...
hiplana12345:
hiplana12345: ok I change my mind...
hiplana12345: I LIKE YOU STILL JAKE!!!!!
hiplana12345: damnit
hiplana12345: I like you like I like joey
hiplana12345: and Im obsessed with him and hes going out with my EX bff
hiplana12345: not shelby
hiplana12345: angela
HoOdSoN8485: shelby is not your bff anymore ?
hiplana12345: no she is..
hiplana12345: angela...she was statring to take over shells spot
hiplana12345: then she went out with joey now
HoOdSoN8485: oh
hiplana12345: so shes on my bitch list
hiplana12345: just like shell was when she tried to go out with you
hiplana12345: ...
HoOdSoN8485: oh
hiplana12345: just to let you know thats the only other reson she didnt go out with you
hiplana12345: causea me
hiplana12345: but now she can have you though....if you didnt have a girl
HoOdSoN8485: hmm
hiplana12345: so...this girl of yours...
hiplana12345: is she online?
HoOdSoN8485: no
HoOdSoN8485: she dont have aim or yahoo
hiplana12345: is she pretty?
hiplana12345: lol
HoOdSoN8485: hell ya
hiplana12345: umm
hiplana12345: whats her name?
HoOdSoN8485: mariah
hiplana12345: isnt that your sisters name?
HoOdSoN8485: no
HoOdSoN8485: lol
HoOdSoN8485: my sister is kellie
HoOdSoN8485: lol
HoOdSoN8485: oh
HoOdSoN8485: my sister that u met is monica
hiplana12345: that cutie ma one?
HoOdSoN8485: lol
HoOdSoN8485: no cuteyma is monica
hiplana12345: oh
hiplana12345: nvm then
hiplana12345: Atleast I got the first letter right
hiplana12345: tehehee
HoOdSoN8485: lol
hiplana12345: well I guess since you have a girl now I can tell you my secret
HoOdSoN8485: ok...
hiplana12345: every time we went out...
hiplana12345:
hiplana12345: I was goin out with joey, mike and mike g too
hiplana12345: Im sorry
HoOdSoN8485: its ok
hiplana12345: you knew that didnt you?
HoOdSoN8485: no
HoOdSoN8485: actually i didnt
hiplana12345: well then why are you so calm about it?
HoOdSoN8485: uhh cuz it doesnt matter right now...
hiplana12345: true...
hiplana12345: but honestly
hiplana12345: you REALLY dont like me anymore do you?
HoOdSoN8485: i do as a friend...
hiplana12345: exactly
hiplana12345: thats why all boys are the same.
hiplana12345: w/e jake
HoOdSoN8485: im sorry
HoOdSoN8485: blue angel
hiplana12345: whatever its fine its not like you can make yourself like me
hiplana12345: and you really dont have to be sorry
hiplana12345: I gotta go so when you get back I wont be here Im goin to the aunts house to suffer even more...
hiplana12345: lol
HoOdSoN8485: Busy...Ill be back later...Check mic 1 2 1 2 BRB!
hiplana12345: bye
hiplana12345: love you "as a friend"
hiplana12345: haha right
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I love Mike Gasser 4lyfe
hiplana12345: When you get back Im me
hiplana12345: Im back
Auto response from Linkmsg92: bored, prob making an animation.
Linkmsg92: wb baby
hiplana12345: I got a ciggarette
hiplana12345: :-)
hiplana12345: lol
Linkmsg92: nooooo
Linkmsg92: bad girl
Linkmsg92: lol
hiplana12345: hahah
hiplana12345: my mom doesn't know though
hiplana12345: cauase when she left I ask someone there for one
Linkmsg92: lol
hiplana12345: I was like I was ask you for something but I dont want you to tell my mom
hiplana12345: lol
hiplana12345: and he was like I wont tell
hiplana12345: so I got one
Linkmsg92: lol
hiplana12345: then I popped a breath mint
hiplana12345: so were you bored?
Linkmsg92: no, i played Resident Evil 4
hiplana12345: hmmm..thats good
hiplana12345: I mean I felt bad cause you came on just to talk to me and shit
Linkmsg92: lol
hiplana12345: omg its so cute....my sisters finally in love again I mean she used to sit up and tell me about her and her ex and how she cried all the time cause he would pick smoking weed over her and cheat on her and shit and now shes happy :-)
Linkmsg92: kool
hiplana12345: :-*Scottie©((*o6.o3.o5*))this si what she wrote in her profile
hiplana12345: Shes 17
hiplana12345: I wish I was 17
Linkmsg92: heh
Linkmsg92: me too
hiplana12345: 3 more hoursssss.
Linkmsg92: till?
hiplana12345: I can call joey.I havent talked to him furreal in like a month or 2
Linkmsg92: lol
Linkmsg92: damnit.....
Linkmsg92: i have to go............
hiplana12345: where are you going?
Linkmsg92: my mom says ive been on the computer too much today.........
Linkmsg92: i have to get off for a couple hours
hiplana12345: allright see if you can come back at like 6:30
Linkmsg92: ok
hiplana12345: cause I have stuff to do and shit
Linkmsg92: i love you
Linkmsg92: c ya baby
hiplana12345: I love you too :-*:-*
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joelle burgado <3
Mmmm ..... Mmmmm.... Yeah....Mmmmm....Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Mmmm...Yeah....Mmmm..... Yeah, Yeah
[Verse 1:]
Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are ,you stick around and I just don't know why
If I was ya gurl(baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of man (deserves good thangs)
Fist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you,you are)
[Chorus:]
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
[Verse 2:]
Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know
If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)