homeless
life fucking sucks and can be so hard. i understand how people can become homeless all of a sudden.(skip down to bottom for that story.) so my flight was canceled and i couldn't make it home. sad but good. but as the gods would have it i could get a flight to orlando instead of tampa and then get home which is like an hour away. so off to orlando, land at 11 o'clock and my best friend tana picked me up and i was so tired and hyper at the same time for being up and at the airport for almost 24 hours and for some reason i cant sleep on planes i become super alert instead, oww ahh a cloud. so i get to orlando and we celebrate my b-day and stay up and talk until 2. then i looked online and found out that a train left orlando to tampa for 12 dollars at 10 that morning. yay caught that just barley, last one on it was sad i was running and flailing not graceful at all. take a taxi home which is like 10 miles, you know how much it was 32 big ones, insane. get my car drive to the airport because my bags made it home before me and went to pick up the puppy. made it home and heard a knock at the door my friend came to visit me for my bday and we went out to eat. while we were out some friends called said they were in town and wanted to see me. we meet them for dessert. went to work and got a cake for my bday and went out to see a movie with a co worker it was the best birthday i think i have ever had it lasted 3 days. whereas all my other ones people ususally forget and i get a chain of phone calls back to back saying happy birthday because it spread through the grape vine that it was y bday.
BAME everything was going good then i got hit with bad news. surprise my apartment is renovating and i have a week to find a new place to live. i dont have good credit, i cant afford anything over 600 dollars if i want to eat and i cant find anything. my mom doesnt want me to live in a bad area but i cant afford a nice one. plus the nice ones all have waiting list. my mom doesnt have good credit either so i will need to have someone co-sign if the place allows a cosigner. plus they want to see your bank statements and they want them to be 2.5, was the lowest i saw, of what the rent is which is out of the question because i am a full time student with a part time job that i make 7 25 at. my mom pays most of the bills by giving me 1000 a month to live on. so i have no idea what the fuck to do. my family lives to far away to drive to school and work, plus they dont want me there (they said it nice. " we dont think you would be happy staying with us." or the sigh "well if its the only thing you can do, but keep looking first." i have a horible family, i will never be like that to my family.)so i can either go back to a studio if i can find one, find a roommate if i can find one, or stay here in there one bedrooms for 589 with only internet is what i will be able to get for school and i can find tv shows i like on the internet, but thats ok with me i lived without cable and phone the first 2 years i lived here. but they want me to sign a 16 month lease and they dont have washer or dyers on the property in the area with the one bedrooms, plus its on the first floor which scares me. I'm really starting to get scared that im going to be homeless the way my mom said i might not be able to rent with no credit and with such little time, plus nobody really wants me to stay with them. dont i feel fucking loved and comforted. i am going to go to the gym to work off some steam and maybe cry.
BAME everything was going good then i got hit with bad news. surprise my apartment is renovating and i have a week to find a new place to live. i dont have good credit, i cant afford anything over 600 dollars if i want to eat and i cant find anything. my mom doesnt want me to live in a bad area but i cant afford a nice one. plus the nice ones all have waiting list. my mom doesnt have good credit either so i will need to have someone co-sign if the place allows a cosigner. plus they want to see your bank statements and they want them to be 2.5, was the lowest i saw, of what the rent is which is out of the question because i am a full time student with a part time job that i make 7 25 at. my mom pays most of the bills by giving me 1000 a month to live on. so i have no idea what the fuck to do. my family lives to far away to drive to school and work, plus they dont want me there (they said it nice. " we dont think you would be happy staying with us." or the sigh "well if its the only thing you can do, but keep looking first." i have a horible family, i will never be like that to my family.)so i can either go back to a studio if i can find one, find a roommate if i can find one, or stay here in there one bedrooms for 589 with only internet is what i will be able to get for school and i can find tv shows i like on the internet, but thats ok with me i lived without cable and phone the first 2 years i lived here. but they want me to sign a 16 month lease and they dont have washer or dyers on the property in the area with the one bedrooms, plus its on the first floor which scares me. I'm really starting to get scared that im going to be homeless the way my mom said i might not be able to rent with no credit and with such little time, plus nobody really wants me to stay with them. dont i feel fucking loved and comforted. i am going to go to the gym to work off some steam and maybe cry.