Some Thoughts...
Things I need to get out. I complain a lot.... I know.
~ I don't think I am good enough.
~ My body feel 40 years older than it should lately.
~ I don't want to be alone this summer.
~ I still don't know what I want to do with my life.
~ I have nightmares everynight.
~ I wish my dad could be here to walk me down the aisle...when/if I get married.
~ I want to be with him forever but I don't think he feels the same.
~ I'm scared of almost everything.
~ My right eye is doing weird things... I can't explain it.
~ I am not in shape anymore.
~ I feel like my mother hates me sometimes.
~ Most of my family are losers and suck at being human beings.
~ I am happy for my sister and hope eveything works out even though I don't show it.
~ I cry a lot... almost every night.
~ I hate how I love my neighbors kids more than she does.
~ I can't wait to have children of my own. *Crosses Fingers*
~ I complain more than anyone else I know... I should stop that.
That's all for now.... I feel a bit better.
~ I don't think I am good enough.
~ My body feel 40 years older than it should lately.
~ I don't want to be alone this summer.
~ I still don't know what I want to do with my life.
~ I have nightmares everynight.
~ I wish my dad could be here to walk me down the aisle...when/if I get married.
~ I want to be with him forever but I don't think he feels the same.
~ I'm scared of almost everything.
~ My right eye is doing weird things... I can't explain it.
~ I am not in shape anymore.
~ I feel like my mother hates me sometimes.
~ Most of my family are losers and suck at being human beings.
~ I am happy for my sister and hope eveything works out even though I don't show it.
~ I cry a lot... almost every night.
~ I hate how I love my neighbors kids more than she does.
~ I can't wait to have children of my own. *Crosses Fingers*
~ I complain more than anyone else I know... I should stop that.
That's all for now.... I feel a bit better.