I'll be forever macking!
SNOW DAY! That means no school! Which most people would be all excited about but it just means that I don't get to be loved at school and I'm going to be a lot more bored waiting to go to phils... But the snow is pretty, I love when it's snowing, everyone doesn't mind too much yet it's dark and cold, my favourite weather. I know, I know, I'm ruining the reputation I built up for my wonderful taste of music but I just love Collision Course. It's by no means classy, just JayZ and Linkin Park combining their songs. Rap has perked my interest... shoot me now! Maybe it's because I'm such a pimp... quite possible.
My mom missed the meeting with Shitar house so I don't know when I will be able to get some counselling... I don't think I need it. Real drugs do much better than anit-depressants. In a much better mood, when you walk around thinking you're going to be dead the next day everything can finally be viewed as just as important as it is. School, teachers, job, accquaintances, possesions and obsessions all just fade to nothing. All those fucking annoying people just go away. You don't need to deal with any of it. AND if you look at it this way you just feel so much better, plus you are much more effective in arguments because hell they aren't important!
Seventeen and a half, bit more than that actually. No stopping me now. I'll do whatever I like and enjoyment is going to be my best achievement.
I don't need to be the richest stiff in the cemetary.