a better kiss, a better fuck
Basicially, I'm irritated. I couldn't get up today and I had this weird thing, I don't know how to describe it- I didn't know whether I was awake or not. Silly.
Then school was ok, I got A from Polish essay about this one book I haven't read. I seem to write better papers when I don't care to read the book. Then it was German... Our final test. It was so tough, I had tears in my eyes because I saw my A walking away. I mean, it's so fucking unfair to make last that that hard!!! I had straight As this term and I won't get A as a final grade because of this stupid test!!! I felt like crying, because that would be one of my few As.. Fucccck. I bought myself coke as a cheer up gift and had to stand on the bus home :/ But Igor was there and I never thought he was able to sing out loud on the bus! I used to think that he was totally weird and not a type to sing out loud, but today he did... Peculair.
Now, my beloved mother. You remember when I told you we bought stepper on Allegro? So now she keeps telling everyone she bought it for me, because I need to exercise. As in, lose weight. God. I've told her million of times already that no, I don't want a diet and no, I'm absolutely fine with the way I look. As in, I don't give a damn about it. But she keeps telling me I'm fat. I don't give a flying fuck about what she says, she's absolutely screwed when it comes to weight. I DON'T WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT. I don't give a damn. But she keeps telling me to go on a diet. I keep telling her to mind her own buissness, but she doesn't seem to understand. I exggarated, it's not permanent, just sometimes, but it's annoying anyway.
How many times do I have to tell her that I don't care about being thin?
Then school was ok, I got A from Polish essay about this one book I haven't read. I seem to write better papers when I don't care to read the book. Then it was German... Our final test. It was so tough, I had tears in my eyes because I saw my A walking away. I mean, it's so fucking unfair to make last that that hard!!! I had straight As this term and I won't get A as a final grade because of this stupid test!!! I felt like crying, because that would be one of my few As.. Fucccck. I bought myself coke as a cheer up gift and had to stand on the bus home :/ But Igor was there and I never thought he was able to sing out loud on the bus! I used to think that he was totally weird and not a type to sing out loud, but today he did... Peculair.
Now, my beloved mother. You remember when I told you we bought stepper on Allegro? So now she keeps telling everyone she bought it for me, because I need to exercise. As in, lose weight. God. I've told her million of times already that no, I don't want a diet and no, I'm absolutely fine with the way I look. As in, I don't give a damn about it. But she keeps telling me I'm fat. I don't give a flying fuck about what she says, she's absolutely screwed when it comes to weight. I DON'T WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT. I don't give a damn. But she keeps telling me to go on a diet. I keep telling her to mind her own buissness, but she doesn't seem to understand. I exggarated, it's not permanent, just sometimes, but it's annoying anyway.
How many times do I have to tell her that I don't care about being thin?