Aug 06, 2007 22:59
she swears that there's no difference between the lies and compliments..its all the same if everybody leaves her...
she would change everything..everything..just ask her...
im tired of my life..im tired of being tired of my life..and im tired of feeling bad for making people suffer because im tired of being tired of my life...if that makes sense.
goddamnit.
perfect only in her imperfections..shes not a drama queen..she doesnt wanna feel this way..only 17..but tired..yeah..
she would change everything..for happy ever after...
i feel like i need every single thing in my life to be happy and complete right now. i feel like i have no patience and i cant just let things fall into place..i have to be in control of everything. and it doesnt work that way..life doesnt. and i cant deal with it. i just cant. i want everything my way right now. i want to be happy in life, school, work, love, friendships. i want someones world to revolve around me. some people dont understand how lucky they are..
moments turn to hours that become years..far from here we are happy far from here we are alright..far from here things are peaceful..far from here we have insight..far from here..weve detangled and strangled hold..and i hope to see you there...
ive always planned my life like years ahead..and thus far..nothing that ive planned has happened. i guess thats kind of a dangerous thing to do..because its like..youre constantly letting yourself down..and who can you blame..except for you...
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on
I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone
"I need you to take this off.."
"I need you to take that off!!!"
"Would you date adam?"
"He's too old..."
"Or are you just too good for all of us??"
"No..why would i think that..."
"Would you date me? Im only 22.."
"Cody, im only 16..."
"...Oh yeah..i keep forgetting about that..now i feel kinda creepy.."
"Yeah you should...hahahaha"