Oct 03, 2005 22:02
Today Samantha had surgery,..and we were all scared for her!She's alright now and we talked to her.
I was happy to hear her voice and then for some odd reason i start balling.Things have really been hard lately,
I have been finding out things about myself i didn't know and it's hard to accept!Somehow i'm always a people pleaser..
I always follow the dumb crowd.Now i've decided to be my own person...and not talk crap about people.Learning things
is sometimes so hard!Why does it have to be so hard?I really feel alone lately,not talking to really anyone,and no one
talking to me!My life seems to always be changing,mostly in ways i do not like!School is not my favorite as always!
Sometimes you just have to deal with things as they come!well im gonna go.