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well it really shows how much im missed and how much you want to see me i guess theres more important things you would rather do more important people you would rather see im not sure how much longer i can take this knowing that im like not even second best anymore now im like last in line if i want to hang out its well im not sure what these people are doing...oh they want to hang out ill call you later when i get home and then sometimes that doesnt even happen and please dont lie by saying you dont know if he likes you i know you know he does you know he has feelings for you i just want to be happy thats all and i want to be happy with you but i cant everything i do is wrong..and everything you do is ok and there isnt anything i can say or do about it because you will leave me thats really shitty i cant win i am dieing inside i just want to be happy with you thats all but your making it so hard what am i suppost to do i have turned everywhere for answers and got no response im so lost you are the girl i want to spend my life with like you said and i belive it too we are ment to be together i dont know...i just dont know