a note on Females...
I seriously need to figure out wtf makes me a friend and thats it? I mean, I love all of my girl - friends and whatnot, but damnit, I'm definately doing something that's keeping it at the 'friend' level with every girl I meet, or somehow giving the wrong impression to them or something. Am I too nice? Am I an asshole? I don't know, and I will never figure this out on my own. The thing is, I'm not an ugly guy (or maybe I am...), I'm not an asshole (as far as I can tell), so that basically leaves that there's something about my personality that immediately makes girls think "Friend not attracted to any other way" and it fucking sucks and I'm tired of it. Being the person that I am, I'm giving up on this whole thing and just letting fate do the dirty work, because I'm tired of trying. I'm sick of it. I feel like I'm everyone's annoying little brother. God damnit.