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...rip me apart and stick me back together in a way that would make picasso jealous..
...you know it's not so easy when you're all alone
have you ever felt like absolutely no one understands how you feel? no...not the stereotypical newly pubescent girl all alone in the fetal position in her closet whimpering to herself and whispering to her teddy bear "no one understands me". I'm talking...you've done research and you now understand that NO ONE knows how you feel. have you ever felt that? if you have...you should give me a ring...we'll whine at eachother. if you haven't...i hope you never have to feel that way. i wouldn't wish this upon anyone. i'm currently going through the hardest breakup of my life. and it's not with a boy that i'm totally infatuated with. it's not with a boy period. it's with my best friend. my best friend, just told me that she doesn't want to be a part of my life anymore. totally abandoned me. for reasons, justifiable or not, that were unknown to me until the last two days.
...i cried today. i haven't cried in months. and i hate that THIS has to be the thing that purges me of these stale tears. but that's the way it works. life has a way of bending you over and stickin' it to you hard. and you know...i wanna be angry. i want to hate you. i want to hope that your "boyfriend" crashes and burns and you come crawling back. i want to hope that with "us" not talking that your life falls apart. but i can't. i love you. i wish you the best. i love you. i just wish i didn't hate you so much so i could tell you in person.
...and i wonder if i'm alone..in your eyes
...rip me apart and stick me back together in a way that would make picasso jealous..
...you know it's not so easy when you're all alone
have you ever felt like absolutely no one understands how you feel? no...not the stereotypical newly pubescent girl all alone in the fetal position in her closet whimpering to herself and whispering to her teddy bear "no one understands me". I'm talking...you've done research and you now understand that NO ONE knows how you feel. have you ever felt that? if you have...you should give me a ring...we'll whine at eachother. if you haven't...i hope you never have to feel that way. i wouldn't wish this upon anyone. i'm currently going through the hardest breakup of my life. and it's not with a boy that i'm totally infatuated with. it's not with a boy period. it's with my best friend. my best friend, just told me that she doesn't want to be a part of my life anymore. totally abandoned me. for reasons, justifiable or not, that were unknown to me until the last two days.
...i cried today. i haven't cried in months. and i hate that THIS has to be the thing that purges me of these stale tears. but that's the way it works. life has a way of bending you over and stickin' it to you hard. and you know...i wanna be angry. i want to hate you. i want to hope that your "boyfriend" crashes and burns and you come crawling back. i want to hope that with "us" not talking that your life falls apart. but i can't. i love you. i wish you the best. i love you. i just wish i didn't hate you so much so i could tell you in person.
...and i wonder if i'm alone..in your eyes