Aug 23, 2005 00:29
it's 1 30
i am about to stab myself in the face
lie arm. side arm.
oh lord not again
why am i still such a mess upon arriving home
upon arrival at laguardia
why no matta
what happens there or here
a mess
i'm actually shocking myself with
the awesome level of pathetic
that i have reached at this point
so much for thinking i've matured?
in any way?
thats a joke
oh livejournal, vex
this weekend was fun though
friday a lot of people came over to annas
saturday and sunday me mari anna and elijah hung out
not nesecarily all at the same time
but that was still cool
anna and elijah might come in winter
oh god winter
its coming
fjdsl;kfjsa
but thats something to look forward to
and preseason
little things apparently
i'm listening to the white stripes
i watched madagascar on the plane
and we didnt crash
dodged a bullet on that one
tomorrow i get back into the swing of my life
nothing better
well um. i love schizophrenia
my dad told me that i should come home because "people were dying of cancer all over without me"
because he isn't too good at keeping up with us unless we're getting b's
god.for.bid.
in conclusion
or summary
i went to cosis tonight with val and katarina and katarina wore a sweater and we picked up zero babes but it was nice seeing them
im now contemplating my life and losing my c-c-c-cooool
for the first time in a few months
aka had emotions
psychotic break
ccrack
say it again
i should be put into a glass boxalox
mm
i'll run tomorrow
and sleep tonight
and read
and get pastpastpast the past
keep my head up tight
and i still like ben folds a lot
because
you have made me smile again
in fact i might be sore from it
its been a while