tell me
starting over is harder than it seems. Its like im starting from scratch again. last week I felt like everything was resetting and I guess I was right.
i'm happy yet scared.....sad yet excited.....lonely but crowded.....shy but open.....everything is so different
without all the drama everything feels very weird, almost like a dream. I keep telling myself to stop thinking and just be me........people get tired of "me" real fast though
I don't want to show emotion cause I don't want to appear weak......I don't want to give in because then I'd be vulnerable.......i don't want to be intimidated, but for some reason am and feel supremely inferior
i feel proud though, first freak out in 3 weeks......thats a new record.......kinda feel like killing myself when I feel like this though, like that knife is looking awfully good.
I am truly happy when I am with someone I care about just being........not feeling obligated to be something or look somehow or do something.......smiling at the sheer thought of happiness in any way, shape or form.
when is anyone ever truly happy? tell me yours.
i'm happy yet scared.....sad yet excited.....lonely but crowded.....shy but open.....everything is so different
without all the drama everything feels very weird, almost like a dream. I keep telling myself to stop thinking and just be me........people get tired of "me" real fast though
I don't want to show emotion cause I don't want to appear weak......I don't want to give in because then I'd be vulnerable.......i don't want to be intimidated, but for some reason am and feel supremely inferior
i feel proud though, first freak out in 3 weeks......thats a new record.......kinda feel like killing myself when I feel like this though, like that knife is looking awfully good.
I am truly happy when I am with someone I care about just being........not feeling obligated to be something or look somehow or do something.......smiling at the sheer thought of happiness in any way, shape or form.
when is anyone ever truly happy? tell me yours.