very tough week
so............. Brandon and I almost broke up on Monday. He doesn't know what he wants, but he does know that he loves me very much. He finally told me that he loves me, but he's not sure whether we should stay together or not because we want different things for the future, like I want marriage, but he says he doesn't. Last Tuesday out of no where while I was talking about something totally different he asks me "What would you do if I proposed to you on August 8th (my birthday and our one year)? I was like where the hell did that come from. I'd prolly say yes and freak out a little bit. He was smiling and happy the whole time we talked about it. Then he looked at me and said "maybe, when we are together for 2 or 3 years." then he held me and kissed me in public. He never does that EVER! So I just think that he is afraid of marriage and everything. I love him and I don't want to lose him. What should I do?