I think its about time to update
well let me see, where to start? Well Speech class has started and that is going pretty good. there is this guy who likes me in that class. He is 33 and has 3 kids and his oldest is 3 years younger than me!!!! So yea don't know what to do about that. I mean he is a nice guy and all, but I don't know. I have 2 jobs and I want to quit one of them, but my dad won't let me. Ergh! I found out truly and positively that Brandon does love me :) and that made me very happy. We were playing kind of rough one day and he hurt me really bad. I started to cry really hard and at first he didn't do anything, but then he apologized immensely. when I was getting ready to take him home he said "We have too many differences, I think we should break up." I am still pretty upset so I was like "seriously?!?!" He got up looked at me and said " Why would I want to get rid of you? I love you. Even though you don't think I do, but I do." I was like awwwww I love you too. That made me exteremely happy!!!!! So yea things are going good. I am still seeing a psychologist, a psychiatrist, and now a weight management counselor so I could lose weight cause I am about as big as a bus! ummmmm.......... My dad is being very controlling and that sucks big time cause he gets mad at everything I do and then I'm like Papa you were in College too, let me go! uhhhhh........ I think thats about it. I wish I could see my friends more than I have, but hopefully that will change with my little excursion to Indiana for my tattoo. Who wants to come???????