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so i'm back in school now. i miss summer soo much! and my tan. :( back to the tanning salon i'll be going soon. i swear it's going to snow any day now, it slowly starts getting more miserable. this year should be interesting...i hope it's better then last. *crosses fingers*...i'll be outta highschool forever then. at the same time that the excitment is just rushing through me, i think i'm kinda scared as well, which is of course that natural thing to feel. then i want to move out of here, i won't miss a whole lot of people, but there would be some. :)
so this boy i met, i guess we're "dating" now. he goes to college in a few days though, so we'll see how this goes. i talked to him about "us" though, it was tough, i couldn't seem to get across the point i was trying to make, and everything i said seemed to sound like i was trying to get rid of him. i don't know...maybe i WAS trying to. it's not that i don't want him there, it's just, i don't want as much stress on me this year as last, and i think it'd be easier if we were just friends but when i asked him "would you hate me if this didn't end up working out" he replied with "i'd try not to". that kinda hurt, because it's going to be fucking hard for it to work with everything we have on the go. :/ ehh. i need to go do homework though!! <3 <3 hope everyone's year is starting off good.
so this boy i met, i guess we're "dating" now. he goes to college in a few days though, so we'll see how this goes. i talked to him about "us" though, it was tough, i couldn't seem to get across the point i was trying to make, and everything i said seemed to sound like i was trying to get rid of him. i don't know...maybe i WAS trying to. it's not that i don't want him there, it's just, i don't want as much stress on me this year as last, and i think it'd be easier if we were just friends but when i asked him "would you hate me if this didn't end up working out" he replied with "i'd try not to". that kinda hurt, because it's going to be fucking hard for it to work with everything we have on the go. :/ ehh. i need to go do homework though!! <3 <3 hope everyone's year is starting off good.