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I can't believe I did that! He. We.
Oh, God! I don't know what he must think of me. And I don't want to know what Sae-sama thinks. At least, I think it was Sae-sama that walked up on us in the haunted wing, since Kiyosumi called him Sae.
I'm never coming out of my room again!
Yes, I know that's a bit unrealistic and very dramatic, dearest diary, but I can delude myself into believing I don't have to see them again. They both must think Tachibana Kohaku some kind of male slut, after what I did... allowed to happen last night.
And right now I think they might be right. I certainly didn't do much in the way of dissuading Kiyosumi and even instigated the second kiss myself, though my logic still weirdly makes sense the day after-- it stands to reason if he stole it that I could steal it back, thereby negating the first theft and making it moot.
In either case, I have to get beyond this horrifying embarrassment because I know I'll have to see them again, eventually. And since there isn't a handy hole to disappear into each time I see them coming then I just have to get over it. The sooner the better!