trap in a greenhouse!
its the kind of night where you just lay on your bed and keep thinking about life...
my heart is tearing into two..
at the end of this year.. i am planning to get out of the army..
to set my feet into the civilian world..
the regulars at work asked me to stay and reconsider my decision..
i love my job..
which job can make you scream at fat ugly men everyday??
who cares about the long hours - 7am to 10 pm nearly everyday when you are having so much fun training and of course screaming at people?
which job allows you to stay in on mondays?
which job keeps your fitness up there?
but the other side of me always wanted that freedom...
its a vicious cycle..
i know when i spread my wings..
i can only fly into another greenhouse..
its a trap..
its all different and beautiful until you just wanna know what is outside..
so came another greenhouse and the cycle begins..
my heart is tearing into two..
at the end of this year.. i am planning to get out of the army..
to set my feet into the civilian world..
the regulars at work asked me to stay and reconsider my decision..
i love my job..
which job can make you scream at fat ugly men everyday??
who cares about the long hours - 7am to 10 pm nearly everyday when you are having so much fun training and of course screaming at people?
which job allows you to stay in on mondays?
which job keeps your fitness up there?
but the other side of me always wanted that freedom...
its a vicious cycle..
i know when i spread my wings..
i can only fly into another greenhouse..
its a trap..
its all different and beautiful until you just wanna know what is outside..
so came another greenhouse and the cycle begins..