Paranoia
I hate it when I really like someone but I am all afraid that they don't like me back. It is weird how freaked out I can get. Or when I am dating someone and I think there is something on his mind. I don't know... but I just want to be sure of everything for once. That is what would make everything work for me, if I knew everything was fine, I guess I just need a lot of reassurance. Does anyone else have that problem?
Anyways, so I am already onto a new crush since things always get messed up with me. Guys live too far away, or they have another girl. I think I am almost always the one getting told the lame excuses. I can think of two guys that I had to give up for lame reasons, but that is nothing compared to the 5 or so since the beginning of the year that I have gotten.
But anyways, I hope that this guy is good for me and that I am good for him. The only problem is that, with my bad luck, he is a senior and we only have 2 weeks of school left. I hate my life sometimes, lol. He is going to U of O, and I'm okay with that, but I think I like him too much to say goodbye! :( It'll work out, I hope...
Anyways, so I am already onto a new crush since things always get messed up with me. Guys live too far away, or they have another girl. I think I am almost always the one getting told the lame excuses. I can think of two guys that I had to give up for lame reasons, but that is nothing compared to the 5 or so since the beginning of the year that I have gotten.
But anyways, I hope that this guy is good for me and that I am good for him. The only problem is that, with my bad luck, he is a senior and we only have 2 weeks of school left. I hate my life sometimes, lol. He is going to U of O, and I'm okay with that, but I think I like him too much to say goodbye! :( It'll work out, I hope...