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my parents are finally home from their 8 day trip to Alaska!!!! i am SO happy for several reasons. most importantly, i don't have to be alone any more. it was really getting lonely around.i have always struggled with being alone in my house. I'm always worried that some kind of freak accident will occur , and i will not be able to protect myself or my dogs. i have tried to control this fear for years and can never fully do so. I was pretty proud of myself for being able to get through the entire week without too much anxiety. I mean, the week went fairly fast and i was mostly calm. However, it is a huuuuge relief to have people back in the house. the second reason i'm stoked to have my parents home is that i've felt GLUED to this house since they left due to my high maintenance dogs. its not that i mind taking care of them, its just that i feel terribly guilty whenever i leave for hours at a time and leave them alone, or don't let them out based on the routine schedule my mom has them on. so i made my week go entirely around them.
my boyfriend will be arriving at LAX at 11:10 .... he has been gone for the last 5 days visiting family and attending his highschool reunion. so seriously folks, when he's gone i'm even more so on my own. i think him leaving for these few days has been good for our relationship though. we were sort of bickering when he left and this time a part has given me a chance to evaluate things and miss him so that when we see each other again we're fresh and back on foot.
i was on call for jury duty this weekend, unfortunately i do not have to report tomorrow, but i have to call again by 5 pm to see if i have to report on tuesday.
now im gonna finish getting myself ready and hit the road!
goodnight all.
my boyfriend will be arriving at LAX at 11:10 .... he has been gone for the last 5 days visiting family and attending his highschool reunion. so seriously folks, when he's gone i'm even more so on my own. i think him leaving for these few days has been good for our relationship though. we were sort of bickering when he left and this time a part has given me a chance to evaluate things and miss him so that when we see each other again we're fresh and back on foot.
i was on call for jury duty this weekend, unfortunately i do not have to report tomorrow, but i have to call again by 5 pm to see if i have to report on tuesday.
now im gonna finish getting myself ready and hit the road!
goodnight all.