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man i haven't written in awhile. not much is really going on i suppose. work is ok, sometimes good, sometimes bad. sometimes i can't even believe that i have to spend 8 hours of my life 5 days a week there, and other days i feel like time flies and i dont mind it at all. havent made any sales yet, this i know is a problem, but i'm seriously doing the best i can with the little resources i've been handed.
seth and i are cool. though often i feel like i don't get to spend much time alone with him, and that it doesn't bother him the way it does me. i dont think i've ever spent the day w/ him without him receiving a call from a close friend and then him suggesting to me that we participate. lately he's gotten a little bit of an attitde about it, like its horrible that i dont want to go out with his friends at every invitation thrown my way. he'll say something to his friend on the phone "well maybe but don't count on it" or something to indicate that its not his choice that he's not going out with them. sometimes i feel like he's still living his life as a single guy ...someone who always goes out with his single friends and drinks til he passes out. i dont know, maybe i'm an incredibly needy attention whore...but something tells me its something else because i was never liek this before EVER. other than that though seriously, we're good. he went to death valley this last weekend and got me this awesome nightlight. its liek a fuscia geod (sp) that lights up when plugged in.
i am honestly drawing a blank about where my life has gone these last few weeks. damn.
seth and i are cool. though often i feel like i don't get to spend much time alone with him, and that it doesn't bother him the way it does me. i dont think i've ever spent the day w/ him without him receiving a call from a close friend and then him suggesting to me that we participate. lately he's gotten a little bit of an attitde about it, like its horrible that i dont want to go out with his friends at every invitation thrown my way. he'll say something to his friend on the phone "well maybe but don't count on it" or something to indicate that its not his choice that he's not going out with them. sometimes i feel like he's still living his life as a single guy ...someone who always goes out with his single friends and drinks til he passes out. i dont know, maybe i'm an incredibly needy attention whore...but something tells me its something else because i was never liek this before EVER. other than that though seriously, we're good. he went to death valley this last weekend and got me this awesome nightlight. its liek a fuscia geod (sp) that lights up when plugged in.
i am honestly drawing a blank about where my life has gone these last few weeks. damn.